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i constantly find myself wanting a relationship...
...but i really cant handle one.
i've ruined so many friendships because i've tried to make it into something it would never become.
and that sucks. i cant just force myself to like someone because i think its going to go somewhere.
i realize now that im not always right for the person i become attracted to, or whatever.
everyone has a partner, and i havent found mine yet.
and im okay with that.
i see too many people forget about their friends because all they want to do is hang out with their boyfriend, and when that relationship goes to shit, they expect their friends to be there for them.
i promise i'll never be like that.
ever.
eh. whatever.
im just okay with my friends.
im in no rush to fall in love.
i'll have the rest of my life to find that person.
well.... it was my birthday on saturday.... and i couldnt have asked for a better present....
i bought an ipod online today. im so excited for it to come!
thats all thats on my mind.
i'll be back.
<3