Step Four and Five - Feel Crap, Shop All Day

Oct 03, 2010 00:19

Well, I'm taking a break from writing on here for a while. It's probably for the best because things just feel like they are going downhill for me and I'm crashing out. Maybe it's time for a bad spell... I don't want to ruin what I've worked so hard for these last seven months. Also, I want to really focus on this Big Bang project.

That means, no more stories from me... including Starstruck by Love. Well... depends on if my mood improves. I'm feeling a little weird and down-heartened at the moment. Sorry. But, I can't neglect my meme and I won't. Just because I'm miserable, doesn't mean he has to suffer. Two dashings of love this time.... well, they aren't lovely. They are terrible answers.... don't read ¬_¬ It'll be a waste of time.



First lot...Seven things that cross my mind:

---Muse

---Japan

---Home

---Loneliness

---Money

---The Lack of Money

---Are my stories a bit shit? That is a real thinker right there. Actually, it's the most prominent thing on my mind right now.

Second lot... six things I wish I have never done.

---Spent all my money on things I don't need, and had actually thought about saving wisely. Like an adult.

---Started smoking, although now I think I'm getting far too into it.

---Wrote... the last story I did.

---Fell in love with someone I can't have.

---Become such a martyr.

---Write this list and bore you all to death.

Sorry. You know what this is? Me, taking criticism in a very VERY poor and childish way. I'll try and grow up soon.

[life] japan, [miss-ariake] is waffling, [life] muse, [meme], [life] university, [miss-ariake] is moaning, [life] internet, [miss-ariake] is miserable

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