It really makes my day when I see there's a new chapter to this story. It started out in sort of a wish-fulfillment (boy, if that's not a loaded phrase...) in that we as fans wish there was more to the djinn-world, more to Dean and Carmen's relationship. Now, it's heartbreaking in a different way... I honestly don't know whether or not I want Dean to "get better." Especially in light of what we've seen on the show lately... Dean has always needed and wanted that stability, but lately it's not even "deep down" anymore--we can see that naked longing on his face. Sam, on the other hand, mourns what he lost as opposed to what he could never have, which is different. It's just as sad, but in a way, slightly easier
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*wrings hands while laughing wickedly*... okay, so maybe not quite that bad, but I'm actually glad to hear you say you're conflicted on what you want to see happen. If I'm writing this sucker right, you're not SUPPOSED to want Carmen to go away, and yet she IS just an imaginary woman.
That's what I adored about WIAWSNB, seeing Dean living the life he secretly wants. Stable and full of love. I don't think there is enough fic written with Carmen in it in some capacity, personally.
Right down to it, I love Dean to pieces and want him to get what he wants and yearns for... and so I do in this fic. Kind of. In a really sadistic sort of way }:D
Have I said how much I'm enjoying this story, and how much I look forward to new chapters, how much I'm enjoying watching and wondering how it's going to play out?
I fear I probably haven't, yet. And it would be churlish of me not to. So I am.
Never fear, your admiration for the Dean/Carmen goodness has been duly noted ;) Seriously, if there WAS a Dean/Carmen fanclub out there, I ought to be the freaking president... or at LEAST secretary.
Hope you like what's in store for the next chapters of this fic.
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That's what I adored about WIAWSNB, seeing Dean living the life he secretly wants. Stable and full of love. I don't think there is enough fic written with Carmen in it in some capacity, personally.
Right down to it, I love Dean to pieces and want him to get what he wants and yearns for... and so I do in this fic. Kind of. In a really sadistic sort of way }:D
Hope you like where this fic goes!
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So glad I can break your heart :) You know, because a writer wants to hear that they can get an emotional response from their readers.
This was a fun-fest to write. Shattering Dean is so exquisite.
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I fear I probably haven't, yet. And it would be churlish of me not to. So I am.
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Hope you like what's in store for the next chapters of this fic.
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