I hate myself now, because, I am an idiot, and the only draft in existence was saved on Livejournal, and it is all gone now, just because I wanted to crosspost that ot5 fic, and I am ready to tear my fucking hair out for real okay like I spent TIME and EFFORT on that fic, it was an AU, the one that I previewed, and it was going to be so good, and possibly 2k, which is an accomplishment for me, and I am just kind of stewing, and my sister brought a kitty into the house, and okay i feel slightly better now