"You are not my boyfriend. The revolution is my boyfriend"
Dear Diary,
We are what we think, and very often we think what we say rather than what we say we think.
I believe everyone should hate themselves to a certain extent. Self-hatred is healthy and keeps you sane and humble.
“Punctuality is the thief of time.”
If I work to keep myself intelligent, have ambition - get high marks, workout - have a nice body and try to be pleasant and please other people than I have a right to have these things in a lover, do I not?
“Do you want to go on a date?” Rando man asked me. “No,” I replied “I don’t date men who I meet at gay bars.”
I smoked the most weed I ever had just to see its effect on me. I’ve always kept myself at a safe level no matter what I was indulging in. Perhaps it’s time to test my boundaries.
Being ill and getting to one class a week and not handing an essay in sucks balls. I hate being behind. If I lose my scholarship this year I’m going to be a conniption. Right now I am a post nervous breakdown.
Right now I’m really, overwhelmingly angry and it’s nice - because I never get angry. It’s nice to feel something you don’t normally feel.
I quit the suicidal youth group. I realized as I was cradling a sobbing 17 year old girl that I was really cradling myself. It’s odd how I can just detach myself from something I once was so engrossed with. “You are the weakest link - goodbye.”
As a species we should destroy the stigma associated with death. If we glorify death and take away the fear it entails - we take away the fear to live, which is what I think most people are actually afraid of.
Did you know the hits on the Government website for immigrating to Canada went from 20 000 a day to 130 000 after Bush won the Presidential Election? Did you know about 30 years ago it was illegal in the United States for people of different ethnicities to marry?
It seems absurd in today’s social climate not to let a man and a woman of different races who love each other to marry. Sometimes though, you just need to give people a little extra time to catch up. Sometimes it takes 30 years, but eventually things go right… or in our case left.
When the United States separated from Upper and Lower Canada, they got the puritans and we got the French. Would you rather have separatists or the religious fundamentalists? Personally, I’m glad we got the French.
“If I wanted your opinion, I’d take my cock out of your mouth.”
Of course it is merely a manner of speaking, although the “merely” may not be quite so mere as it sounds.
"Nothing's going to change my world."
Ryan
EDIT: I don't remember writing this at all
We are what we think, and very often we think what we say rather than what we say we think.
I believe everyone should hate themselves to a certain extent. Self-hatred is healthy and keeps you sane and humble.
“Punctuality is the thief of time.”
If I work to keep myself intelligent, have ambition - get high marks, workout - have a nice body and try to be pleasant and please other people than I have a right to have these things in a lover, do I not?
“Do you want to go on a date?” Rando man asked me. “No,” I replied “I don’t date men who I meet at gay bars.”
I smoked the most weed I ever had just to see its effect on me. I’ve always kept myself at a safe level no matter what I was indulging in. Perhaps it’s time to test my boundaries.
Being ill and getting to one class a week and not handing an essay in sucks balls. I hate being behind. If I lose my scholarship this year I’m going to be a conniption. Right now I am a post nervous breakdown.
Right now I’m really, overwhelmingly angry and it’s nice - because I never get angry. It’s nice to feel something you don’t normally feel.
I quit the suicidal youth group. I realized as I was cradling a sobbing 17 year old girl that I was really cradling myself. It’s odd how I can just detach myself from something I once was so engrossed with. “You are the weakest link - goodbye.”
As a species we should destroy the stigma associated with death. If we glorify death and take away the fear it entails - we take away the fear to live, which is what I think most people are actually afraid of.
Did you know the hits on the Government website for immigrating to Canada went from 20 000 a day to 130 000 after Bush won the Presidential Election? Did you know about 30 years ago it was illegal in the United States for people of different ethnicities to marry?
It seems absurd in today’s social climate not to let a man and a woman of different races who love each other to marry. Sometimes though, you just need to give people a little extra time to catch up. Sometimes it takes 30 years, but eventually things go right… or in our case left.
When the United States separated from Upper and Lower Canada, they got the puritans and we got the French. Would you rather have separatists or the religious fundamentalists? Personally, I’m glad we got the French.
“If I wanted your opinion, I’d take my cock out of your mouth.”
Of course it is merely a manner of speaking, although the “merely” may not be quite so mere as it sounds.
"Nothing's going to change my world."
Ryan
EDIT: I don't remember writing this at all