Sorry
I feel like I have to apologize for my last entry. I was a bit harsh. Perhaps I'm a victim of a multi-personality disorder... a very mild one? I think with different perspectives and philosophies every day. Today, I feel like I DO have goals and dreams of my own. I'm not always influenced by what other people think. But I still feel like I’m in a battle between what they want and what I want. But once I'm out, it'll be different. Maybe I won't be so distracted by others. Maybe I won't care so much about what others say.
I talked to Diana and Roger last night while we were supposed to be working on our Statistics project. I told them about the drama I went through in Junior High. I swear, everyone tried to make their lives into a soap opera. I remember a lot of it. I wonder if anyone else remembers? Maybe I just think about the things that are unimportant. I'm pretty sure Junior High was unimportant. It was full of bullshit. Every bit of superficial quality I possess right now was adopted from that time. I was never worried about boys and clothes and the telephone until Junior High. It corrupts all. Just take a look at my sister.
An-Yen visited me at Hallmark yesterday. He said he wanted to buy a card for his soccer coach since their team was having a banquet. He could've gone to Long's to buy it. I was checking cards and chatted with him about some things, but we really didn't talk that much. When he paid and left, Sandy peeked out from the back room and was like, "That guy has such a GOOD body." And I started laughing. I was surprised Sandy didn't know who he was since he was on Homecoming court and is on the newspaper all the time. So I told Sandy about An-Yen. Sandy was so funny. She just kept on going on and on, "He isn't REALLY muscular, but he's just right, you know?"
And then today, Nick stopped by while I was working. I don't think he knew I worked there. But all he bought was Jelly Bellies, which you can buy cheaper at Safeway. We charge way too much for our Jelly Bellies. Nick and I never really have anything to say to each other. We had a lot more fun when we were kids back in Junior high, when all the girls thought he was so hot. But now, he's really not that great. We're in Government together and even so, we still don't have anything to say. I was just surprised he walked into Hallmark by himself to buy jelly bellies. I do wish I had more visitors at work.
I'm going to Cal Poly on Friday with Tina and Tom. For the Wind Band Festival. It's a state-level festival consisting of about 90 musicians from around California, a bit different than All-State. I went to it last year and it was kind of boring. I don't even know why I'm going this time. I haven't practiced the music at all and I'm going to sound really sorry on the auditions. After Cal Poly weekend, it's Spring Break for me. School started for me today at 1:15pm. I was so happy to sleep in until 11. School is at 12:40 tomorrow and I go for about an hour. The rest of the people have STAR testing. HA.
I talked to Diana and Roger last night while we were supposed to be working on our Statistics project. I told them about the drama I went through in Junior High. I swear, everyone tried to make their lives into a soap opera. I remember a lot of it. I wonder if anyone else remembers? Maybe I just think about the things that are unimportant. I'm pretty sure Junior High was unimportant. It was full of bullshit. Every bit of superficial quality I possess right now was adopted from that time. I was never worried about boys and clothes and the telephone until Junior High. It corrupts all. Just take a look at my sister.
An-Yen visited me at Hallmark yesterday. He said he wanted to buy a card for his soccer coach since their team was having a banquet. He could've gone to Long's to buy it. I was checking cards and chatted with him about some things, but we really didn't talk that much. When he paid and left, Sandy peeked out from the back room and was like, "That guy has such a GOOD body." And I started laughing. I was surprised Sandy didn't know who he was since he was on Homecoming court and is on the newspaper all the time. So I told Sandy about An-Yen. Sandy was so funny. She just kept on going on and on, "He isn't REALLY muscular, but he's just right, you know?"
And then today, Nick stopped by while I was working. I don't think he knew I worked there. But all he bought was Jelly Bellies, which you can buy cheaper at Safeway. We charge way too much for our Jelly Bellies. Nick and I never really have anything to say to each other. We had a lot more fun when we were kids back in Junior high, when all the girls thought he was so hot. But now, he's really not that great. We're in Government together and even so, we still don't have anything to say. I was just surprised he walked into Hallmark by himself to buy jelly bellies. I do wish I had more visitors at work.
I'm going to Cal Poly on Friday with Tina and Tom. For the Wind Band Festival. It's a state-level festival consisting of about 90 musicians from around California, a bit different than All-State. I went to it last year and it was kind of boring. I don't even know why I'm going this time. I haven't practiced the music at all and I'm going to sound really sorry on the auditions. After Cal Poly weekend, it's Spring Break for me. School started for me today at 1:15pm. I was so happy to sleep in until 11. School is at 12:40 tomorrow and I go for about an hour. The rest of the people have STAR testing. HA.