each new day fade's into the last
nothing feel's real anymore.
everything feel's the same.
each day is the same as the day before. i am not learning anything new.
maybe it is idaho.
where the fuck else would i go?
i guess i shouldnt be complianing, ive made a pretty good life for myself here.
sterling is in town visiting. i havent seen much of him though.
the world is strange.
my sister called me late last night, she was crying. she said she felt lost. i didnt expect that from her. we didnt get to talk long, my phone died. she is up in a cabin and i didnt know how to call her back once my battery was charged.
sophi has been around alot. and every day it get's.. well you know how it gets when a male and female spend a lot of time together and a lot of time alone. sometimes i like her a little bit, but never enough and never for too long a time. so why am i messing with it? well.. maybe because it is there.
i have been spending more time with arijana, she is so refreshing. she is an escape from all the other bumbiling idiot's that surround me.
i need to go to a show, that's what i need. mae will be here on the 19th and that is also the night for STAR WARS 3. that should be a good day haha
Kaylee and i have talked. she did stay all night, her friends came and got her in the morning. she wants to hang out again. so iw asnt used afterall haha
cassie called me late last night, we spent a lot of time fighting and talking about the past. then we ended up having phone sex. typical.
i miss her. sometimes. i miss our adventures. i miss the good time's.
i loath the bad time's. despise them.
steven and brandon are back from canada so we can go back to filming our movie.
it rained all morning while i was at work. it sucked.
today feel's strange.
i want love. i want to be in love.
everything feel's the same.
each day is the same as the day before. i am not learning anything new.
maybe it is idaho.
where the fuck else would i go?
i guess i shouldnt be complianing, ive made a pretty good life for myself here.
sterling is in town visiting. i havent seen much of him though.
the world is strange.
my sister called me late last night, she was crying. she said she felt lost. i didnt expect that from her. we didnt get to talk long, my phone died. she is up in a cabin and i didnt know how to call her back once my battery was charged.
sophi has been around alot. and every day it get's.. well you know how it gets when a male and female spend a lot of time together and a lot of time alone. sometimes i like her a little bit, but never enough and never for too long a time. so why am i messing with it? well.. maybe because it is there.
i have been spending more time with arijana, she is so refreshing. she is an escape from all the other bumbiling idiot's that surround me.
i need to go to a show, that's what i need. mae will be here on the 19th and that is also the night for STAR WARS 3. that should be a good day haha
Kaylee and i have talked. she did stay all night, her friends came and got her in the morning. she wants to hang out again. so iw asnt used afterall haha
cassie called me late last night, we spent a lot of time fighting and talking about the past. then we ended up having phone sex. typical.
i miss her. sometimes. i miss our adventures. i miss the good time's.
i loath the bad time's. despise them.
steven and brandon are back from canada so we can go back to filming our movie.
it rained all morning while i was at work. it sucked.
today feel's strange.
i want love. i want to be in love.