*THOUGHTS & DREAMS*

Nov 23, 2002 15:54

Well last night Lasha laid with me and held me till I couldn't cry anymore. I hope I was able to comfort her. Though I enjoyed the whole time. All I could do when she fell asleep was watch her sleep till I eventually fell asleep myself. The past couple times I have fallen asleep I have had nothing but, nightmares.

First Dream:

I moved out of Dannys' house. Then changed a whole lot. I was a completly new person. I had self-confidence,courage,goals that I had achieved, & belived in my self. So I took a trip to LA. to see Lasha, but when I got there Danny wasn't home & I was introduced to her new b/f. All I rember after that is seeing the look on my own face & being on the computer while they proceded to make out & have sex on the couch.

The second Dream:
The second one is a bit similar to the first, but a few things are dif. I had moved & changed. Then came back to the aprtment. This time when I got there someone was entering the building so I didn't need to have someone come down. Vefor I came over I told her I was coming over to hang out. So I just walked in the door to her having sex & speaking those so chearished words "I LOVE YOU" to the mas she was having sex with. So I stayed in the hall way of the door till they finished only to only hear more. They had finished and where laying on the couch together smoking, and thier conversation consisted of your a greast guy un-like my last b/f, much more confident,and on your feet non the less. I think we are going to be together for QUITE some time. This dream only ended up in my demise...I climbed to the top of the roof to where I go to escape everything sometimes, & JUMPED.

Those are the only 2 I can remember...or that I know about for the fact that I DO remember them.
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