I Think You Think You're Someone Else a continuation of my e experience
Anywho, we got back to Jenny's house and her parents were in bed. We got some water from the kitchen and went out back where we planned to go swimming, naked. Of course, since I am often in my own head the naked part had not sunk in and the next thing I knew they were naked and I was not taking off my hoodie for anything. Partly becasue I'm shy, partly because Andrew was there and partly becasue I was in love with the hoodie. Only Jenn got in the pool but later came out because it was cold. I amused myself by laying on the pools edge. Andrew kept telling me I was too close and was going to fall in. I wanted to fall in. I was extremly happy and I wanted to drown. I did not want to die, but I thought that suffacating feeling would be pleaseant. I didn't think it would be like suffacating, I thought it would be rather freeing. I guess that's when I started talking about how I wanted to be a fish. I didn't really want to be a fish though, I just wanted to stay in the water the way I was without ever having to come up for air. I let my leg fall in the water. Jenn asked if I wanted to take my pants off, but I was fine, fine, fine. I later stripped down to my swimsuit and got in the water but the damn thing was cold so I got out. Andrew gave me a towel and probably a ciggerette. (oh god, pure utter heaven to smoke while rolling, I have no idea why this is just that it is)
Did I mention I could not shutup? Not a nervous talk but there was truely so much to talk about! I wanted to live on the moon. It would be pleasant to live on the moon, the way the light radiates off the moon, it would radiate off me.
Andrew wanted to have a threesome. (oh I had a new hoodie now, I had gotten the other one wet by laying on the pools edge with an arm and a leg in the pool, so I was wearing the hoodie and bikinni bottoms.) Which is how I found myself on top of Jenn sucking on her nipples, kissing her, sucking on her ear and I was absolutly intriged by her neck. (Theres a reason for that, she hates people to touch her neck, but I get to)We went upstairs. Jenn was completly naked but wouldn't let Andrew touch her. I realized she was waiting for me but I simply was not functioning the way she wanted me to. Andrew went to the bathroom and Jenn had the great idea of going down on me, but what if she didn't like girls like that? (But she did, she said she did because she's had a threesome before, damn that horny Andrew)Suddenly I wanted to go back outside. I wish I hadn't known that. I didn't care to know that one bit. I was her best friend damnit, she loved me, she would die for me. She was the one who made me think about girls, she was the one always telling me about how I should have a threesome with her and Andrew. I was the one she kissed in Andrews car and confessed to me that she loved both of us and didn't know what to do (and she sounded so heartbroken too), but was I the first girl she was with? No. I really am hurt. People shouldn't play with Jessica's head! Conclusion: E was fun and I should hesitate so damn much and when one lives in ones own head they are bound to miss stuff in the "real" world. Blah
I want some more E.
Did I mention I could not shutup? Not a nervous talk but there was truely so much to talk about! I wanted to live on the moon. It would be pleasant to live on the moon, the way the light radiates off the moon, it would radiate off me.
Andrew wanted to have a threesome. (oh I had a new hoodie now, I had gotten the other one wet by laying on the pools edge with an arm and a leg in the pool, so I was wearing the hoodie and bikinni bottoms.) Which is how I found myself on top of Jenn sucking on her nipples, kissing her, sucking on her ear and I was absolutly intriged by her neck. (Theres a reason for that, she hates people to touch her neck, but I get to)We went upstairs. Jenn was completly naked but wouldn't let Andrew touch her. I realized she was waiting for me but I simply was not functioning the way she wanted me to. Andrew went to the bathroom and Jenn had the great idea of going down on me, but what if she didn't like girls like that? (But she did, she said she did because she's had a threesome before, damn that horny Andrew)Suddenly I wanted to go back outside. I wish I hadn't known that. I didn't care to know that one bit. I was her best friend damnit, she loved me, she would die for me. She was the one who made me think about girls, she was the one always telling me about how I should have a threesome with her and Andrew. I was the one she kissed in Andrews car and confessed to me that she loved both of us and didn't know what to do (and she sounded so heartbroken too), but was I the first girl she was with? No. I really am hurt. People shouldn't play with Jessica's head! Conclusion: E was fun and I should hesitate so damn much and when one lives in ones own head they are bound to miss stuff in the "real" world. Blah
I want some more E.