You turn my world upside down.
Of course you love being with me. Of course you can't keep your hands off of me. Of course you hate the attention I get from the other boys, but of course you don't want to admit it. And I think I might love it when I watch you try to catch me in a lie. I haven't lied. I love when you ask me who I've been with, and when you don't believe that there was no one else before you. And there certainly was no one after you, I could never be with anyone but you right now. What do you mean I barely know you? I'm with you almost every day. What could you be keeping from me? I know about everyone else, everything else that's happened before me. And I listen to you with an open mind and an open heart. Even if you hurt me by not being able to be everything I want from you, that would never mean I could leave you. And look what happened when we tried to.... you came back. Of course you came back. The same night you told me you had to leave, you stayed with me. You can't be without me. You love it too much. You love what I do to you. You have to say it now. And, yes, of course I take things too far. But I know you think about me when I'm not around. I know you don't really want me to be with anyone else. I know how much you care about me, you always tell me. How can I be sad when you're near? I know this won't last forever. You would never allow it. I didn't meet you soon enough. But I am going to enjoy every second I am in your presence. Of course I want you to fall head over heels in love with me and of course I'll get upset when I realize you're not. But whenever I tell you I might leave, of course I'm just wasting my breath...
wow...your scent is on my skin. I love that hours after you had to leave, you're still with me. it makes me shake. you make me feel so amazing. I feel your hands all over my body... remembering how good it was last night, as you kissed me all over... gently bit me, touched every part of me, teased me... let me kiss you, let me feel you, left your scent on my skin, put yourself so slowly and softly inside of me, made me scream, i was at a loss of breath, let me listen to you gasping in my ear, moaning as you pushed yourself deeper inside of me. my heart beats so rapidly when you call me baby and make love to me. you are always on my mind now.
I am sort of looking forward to us going our seperate ways for the next few days. It will be good for us. Sometimes it's just too easy knowing you are only a walk up the stairs and down the hall from me. I'm obsessed. I want you all the time. You make me feel so sexy, and you turn me on so much. Maybe a few days apart will help make me less obsessed... but not if I don't take a shower, not if I keep smelling like you. I love this so much. And I guess I'm sorry I was being stupid last night... no, not really. I had a right to be stupid. This is what I hate about falling in love, or even being so infatuated with someone... I always tend to lose myself, allow certain things to happen that, in any other situation, from any other person, I would never dream of allowing. It makes me so weak. YOU make me so weak. I can barely breath........
wow...your scent is on my skin. I love that hours after you had to leave, you're still with me. it makes me shake. you make me feel so amazing. I feel your hands all over my body... remembering how good it was last night, as you kissed me all over... gently bit me, touched every part of me, teased me... let me kiss you, let me feel you, left your scent on my skin, put yourself so slowly and softly inside of me, made me scream, i was at a loss of breath, let me listen to you gasping in my ear, moaning as you pushed yourself deeper inside of me. my heart beats so rapidly when you call me baby and make love to me. you are always on my mind now.
I am sort of looking forward to us going our seperate ways for the next few days. It will be good for us. Sometimes it's just too easy knowing you are only a walk up the stairs and down the hall from me. I'm obsessed. I want you all the time. You make me feel so sexy, and you turn me on so much. Maybe a few days apart will help make me less obsessed... but not if I don't take a shower, not if I keep smelling like you. I love this so much. And I guess I'm sorry I was being stupid last night... no, not really. I had a right to be stupid. This is what I hate about falling in love, or even being so infatuated with someone... I always tend to lose myself, allow certain things to happen that, in any other situation, from any other person, I would never dream of allowing. It makes me so weak. YOU make me so weak. I can barely breath........