Update

[misery_lugosi]

There has been a lot going on, some good, some bad. I suffered through thanksgiving at my mother's...I should have just stayed home. I get to suffer through being there all over again for xmas. I don't even like the damn holiday, but I keep finding myself participating in activities that deal with it. The only holiday crap I care about getting

Comments

[caermon]

I don't think anything got screwed up on Saturday, but if you want to do it again, I'd be more than happy to oblige. B-)

[misery_lugosi]

I'm considering it...not sure at the moment...part of me does. If I had been all there and not distracted by everything, I think I could have gotten comfortable much more quickly and not looked nearly as self-conscious. Besides, I don't want to be any trouble.

When I agreed to do it, I wasn't sure how it would go. I wanted to help you out, try something new, and indulge a stupid part of myself.

I guess give me a couple of days to get myself back together...I'm really not so good right now. Fucking crashes hitting me when I need them the least.

[caermon]

Well, I was thinking about this and looking over the pics and I had a couple ideas for other things I want to try. The pics weren't horrendous and there were a couple that were VERY good, but I definitely wouldn't mind a re-shoot!

[misery_lugosi]

That could be cool. Despite my nervousness and awkwardness, I did enjoy it, so I really wouldn't mind doing it again.

I am kinda curious about the ones that you say are VERY good.

[caermon]

Well, the next time you come over, you'll see. B-)

Just let me know when you want to shoot again, kiddo.

[misery_lugosi]

That works. As soon as I can figure out what my mind is going to do to me, I'll be able to work out when I want to shoot again. I've been in a fairly bad crash for a few days, but, I'm quite a bit better right now...I just hope it lasts.

[caermon]

Just let me know, babe.

It's probably the holiday that's getting you down. Now that it's over maybe you'll feel better.

[misery_lugosi]

That's part of it. The rest are worries, stress, and fear about money, frustrations about a lot of things, and I have a few big decisions to make, thanks to my therapist.

[caermon]

**hug**

[misery_lugosi]

thanks doll, I've needed a lot of those lately

[caermon]

Take all you want. I got plenty! B-)

[misery_lugosi]

thanks :)