Fat or Phat?
With each passing day, i grow more and more insecure about my body, about my weight.
Like you wouldn't believe. I feel ugly in every way.
I am now going to use diet pills and drink tons of water.
I don't really care what anyone says about diet pills.
I'm sick of working my ass off and eating healthy and still not getting to where i want to be.
I haven't seen Tom since beginning of may, I haven't had sex *yes, i said sex* since around March.
I talk to Tom every so often, but since he now has and actual job, he does Surveying, he is tired by the time he gets home, so we hardly talk to each other.
Not to mention I am being academically dismissed from college because i failed stats twice. so i am waiting for my appeal to go through so i can go back to college...
Yup.... Nothing but same shit different day.
Like you wouldn't believe. I feel ugly in every way.
I am now going to use diet pills and drink tons of water.
I don't really care what anyone says about diet pills.
I'm sick of working my ass off and eating healthy and still not getting to where i want to be.
I haven't seen Tom since beginning of may, I haven't had sex *yes, i said sex* since around March.
I talk to Tom every so often, but since he now has and actual job, he does Surveying, he is tired by the time he gets home, so we hardly talk to each other.
Not to mention I am being academically dismissed from college because i failed stats twice. so i am waiting for my appeal to go through so i can go back to college...
Yup.... Nothing but same shit different day.