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so i have encountered another problem..
I am fat...
Yes.. fat..
i have gained like 20lbs since i started working at camp and including college.. i would loose a few pounds here and there then gain it back. but it really hit me when i was trying to fit into my senior banquet dress because i was going to wear it to toms graduation this week... but i am too fat.. way to fucking fat.
i have a very low esteem right now.
I am fat...
Yes.. fat..
i have gained like 20lbs since i started working at camp and including college.. i would loose a few pounds here and there then gain it back. but it really hit me when i was trying to fit into my senior banquet dress because i was going to wear it to toms graduation this week... but i am too fat.. way to fucking fat.
i have a very low esteem right now.