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bah...so yeah i know i havent posted here in like...months i believe...i just havent really felt like saying much...plus im truly addicted to a different website geared towards moms...so yeah...
not much has changed in my life...thats the frank and honest to god truth...im still a boring, stay at home mom (well kinda..i quit my last job because it ( Read more... ) -
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"I will send a gift to the first 5 people who leave a comment here on my LJ ( Read more... ) -
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yeah, im still alive...i havent posted much because --
A) im in alaska..enjoying my vacay..
B) i dont have much to say right now..i will write up a big post eventually
but otherwise im still here...
i plan on creating an album online eventually of all my pics..shit so far i have like 150 and counting..and i still got 1 1/2 week to go lol
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so we made it ok..the trip was nothng less than long and the makings of a piss-becca-off day, but none-the-less we are here...
i think im going to fed-ex my gram home, but thats enough said here...
oh yeah, its beautiful...ill post pics eventually...
on other news...sigh...lets just say that because of things ive said (and so on) a persons life back ( Read more... ) -
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well, i believe i am still the emotional crackhead that i was when i posted yesterday, but i have calmed down some. i keep checking my offlines (all day, i swear its like crack to me) just to see if he said anything back... i truly have the feeling that his physco GF found out i was there and made his life hell. im sure ( Read more... ) -
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Ok, so let me preface the rest of this post with some info that would make this letter easier to understand...
This letter is to a really good friend, whom ive known for a long time, have had feelings for (and yes they are mutual), and got together with last night. Its been over a year since we were together and the feelings between us, the spark, ( Read more... ) -
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SO yep, finally got the comp back...like several hundred dollars later but i am so happy that i have the ability to check my email without having to use the phone. sigh.
im trying to plan what the hell im going to need to take for a 2 week trip to alaska for a baby..let alone myself and its completly fuckin nerve racking. in truth im only takin 1 ( Read more... ) -
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in am still alive.
bella and i are just getting ready to take a vacation aug 2nd thru the 17th...i am excited yet nervous.
otherwise im working and dealing with everyday shit.
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I havent posted lately just because i havent been able to put my thoughts into verifiable form. really i havent been able to even think straight. there is alot going on anymore.
work is dicking me over hours wise. i am tired of fighting with my boss about things, it seems to never sink in. i need money to support my daughter and 32 hours in 2 ( Read more... ) -
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my husband hit me today.
there is a first and a last time for everything...
broken promises dont mean a thing to me anymore...
neither do the words "im sorry"...
seeing his tears after he realized i was bleeding had no effect on me...
sigh....
im a useless individual who is stuck in hell...