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Life is so weird.
It can be so great then it can suck so bad.
Well, I'm not going to Northern anymore. Thank God. I pretty much was told that either I drop out or I get kicked out. So I'm gonna do the online school thing to make up all the classes I failed this marking period and to finish out the semester. Then at the end of this semester, or the end of this year, ill enroll back at Northern.
My mom and stepdad are on their way back from their trip right now. They should actually be home any time. I'm dreading it, of course. Because I'll most likely get grounded for a very long time for fucking up things with school so bad.
I'm really not worried about it anymore though. I think everything is gonna work out. I fucked around for a marking period of my high school career but its not even gonna stay on my transcript. So its not like my GPA is ruined or anything.
Oh and sometimes I really feel like I'm chasing after a boy that doesn't care about me at all. He says he does, other people say he does, but man oh man most of the time it just feels like he doesnt want anything to do with me. I feel like I annoy the shit out of him and that he'd rather do almost anything then hang out with me. Of course I'm just being stupid. But it still sucks. I just wish he'd do a little, tiny thing every now and then so that I don't continually doubt his intentions.
Life kinda sucks nowadays. I just feel like crap. I don't really have anything to look forward to. Oh well.
It can be so great then it can suck so bad.
Well, I'm not going to Northern anymore. Thank God. I pretty much was told that either I drop out or I get kicked out. So I'm gonna do the online school thing to make up all the classes I failed this marking period and to finish out the semester. Then at the end of this semester, or the end of this year, ill enroll back at Northern.
My mom and stepdad are on their way back from their trip right now. They should actually be home any time. I'm dreading it, of course. Because I'll most likely get grounded for a very long time for fucking up things with school so bad.
I'm really not worried about it anymore though. I think everything is gonna work out. I fucked around for a marking period of my high school career but its not even gonna stay on my transcript. So its not like my GPA is ruined or anything.
Oh and sometimes I really feel like I'm chasing after a boy that doesn't care about me at all. He says he does, other people say he does, but man oh man most of the time it just feels like he doesnt want anything to do with me. I feel like I annoy the shit out of him and that he'd rather do almost anything then hang out with me. Of course I'm just being stupid. But it still sucks. I just wish he'd do a little, tiny thing every now and then so that I don't continually doubt his intentions.
Life kinda sucks nowadays. I just feel like crap. I don't really have anything to look forward to. Oh well.