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The past week has definately been one of the hardest weeks of my life. I have to meet with the Child Protective Services lady today, and probably again tomorrow. Then I have to meet with my counselor tomorrow. Holy shit, so much going on.
I love how in times like these you find out who your true friends are. Who do you call when your crying and you need someone to talk to, or to make you feel better? I don't think there is anything else I could possibly ask for in a group of friends.
I have Kristen who has been, and will always be, my crying shoulder. Middle of the night or right in the middle of class and there has never been a doubt in my mind thatd she come running if I need her. She's there if I need a place to stay or if I just need to talk or if I just want someone to come drive around with me.
I have Bieke who can always fucking make me laugh no matter how bad my days been. He'll just sit there and listen to me bitch for hours and just...care. And sometimes you just need someone to sit there, and know that they care. They don't have to say anything. I know that he's always there for me, and he's one of the best listeners I know. And when I need to laugh or here something besides "wow, that sucks" he's the one I call.
I have Steve who is another listener, and another crying shoulder, but Steve also always knows what to say to put a smile on my face. He's the friend that tells me how much better I am then the guy that broke my heart, or how I don't deserve all the crap my dads putting me through, and so on.
And then there's Thad who is basically amazing. He'd hunt someone down and kill them for making me cry. He offers some of the best advice about things and he always manages to assure me that everythings going to be okay. I always feel instantly comforted around him. I feel safe when I'm with him.
I absoltely fucking love these people. The past week I've hung out with at least one of them every day after school. They ask me what my dad has done this time, I bitch and whine to them, and they make me feel better. I have never felt so loved and supported by people in my life. I have never had so many best friends. I have been through thick and thin with these people, and I seriously feel like I owe them so much.
I'll probably update more later after my appointment with the CPS lady.
I love how in times like these you find out who your true friends are. Who do you call when your crying and you need someone to talk to, or to make you feel better? I don't think there is anything else I could possibly ask for in a group of friends.
I have Kristen who has been, and will always be, my crying shoulder. Middle of the night or right in the middle of class and there has never been a doubt in my mind thatd she come running if I need her. She's there if I need a place to stay or if I just need to talk or if I just want someone to come drive around with me.
I have Bieke who can always fucking make me laugh no matter how bad my days been. He'll just sit there and listen to me bitch for hours and just...care. And sometimes you just need someone to sit there, and know that they care. They don't have to say anything. I know that he's always there for me, and he's one of the best listeners I know. And when I need to laugh or here something besides "wow, that sucks" he's the one I call.
I have Steve who is another listener, and another crying shoulder, but Steve also always knows what to say to put a smile on my face. He's the friend that tells me how much better I am then the guy that broke my heart, or how I don't deserve all the crap my dads putting me through, and so on.
And then there's Thad who is basically amazing. He'd hunt someone down and kill them for making me cry. He offers some of the best advice about things and he always manages to assure me that everythings going to be okay. I always feel instantly comforted around him. I feel safe when I'm with him.
I absoltely fucking love these people. The past week I've hung out with at least one of them every day after school. They ask me what my dad has done this time, I bitch and whine to them, and they make me feel better. I have never felt so loved and supported by people in my life. I have never had so many best friends. I have been through thick and thin with these people, and I seriously feel like I owe them so much.
I'll probably update more later after my appointment with the CPS lady.