MOAR stuff...
I apologize if I'm getting on anyone's nerves. I remember when I started this and it was only really to talk about Les Mis and occasionally my life. Now it's more of a "On my own, pretending AG's beside me" type thing. But I really have nowhere else to vent what I feel. I could write it on paper or somewhere else but...I guess I quite like the anonymous sympathy. And Ellie. Because you are too awesome for words.
Anyway, I personally find my feelings for AG amusing. Mainly because they guy looks like the lovechild of Stephen Merchant, Richard Ayeoade, Where's Wally and a breadstick. Seriously, that is an accurate physical description. But I love him. Simple as. I saw him today. Just nearly ran into him on the stairs. And felt a jolt of electricity in my stomach. as someone with synaethesia I can tell you this feeling was purple and was like hot ribena. I'm not sure what to make of that.
Book friend was very nice to me at lunch time.
Book friend: It's him isn't it? Oh, why can't you two get together? You be SO cute! I'll find some way to get him to break up with (insert girlfriend's surname here)...Oh, hi there (insert name of mad other drama friend).
Which was funny. Because mad other drama friend is also in love with a guy who has a girlfriend and has no idea that I love AG. She and AG are good friends btw.Which is one of the reasons I haven't told her. But it was very funny. To me, anyway.
Anyway, I personally find my feelings for AG amusing. Mainly because they guy looks like the lovechild of Stephen Merchant, Richard Ayeoade, Where's Wally and a breadstick. Seriously, that is an accurate physical description. But I love him. Simple as. I saw him today. Just nearly ran into him on the stairs. And felt a jolt of electricity in my stomach. as someone with synaethesia I can tell you this feeling was purple and was like hot ribena. I'm not sure what to make of that.
Book friend was very nice to me at lunch time.
Book friend: It's him isn't it? Oh, why can't you two get together? You be SO cute! I'll find some way to get him to break up with (insert girlfriend's surname here)...Oh, hi there (insert name of mad other drama friend).
Which was funny. Because mad other drama friend is also in love with a guy who has a girlfriend and has no idea that I love AG. She and AG are good friends btw.Which is one of the reasons I haven't told her. But it was very funny. To me, anyway.