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So its been almost a year to the day that I last wrote in my journal...yet I have the same problem as before.
Alex and I broke up about 2-3 weeks ago...She is now going out with Eb and in case no one knows who that is, she's a journal and has a really big nose! Well anyways...so this month has become hell not only did my girlfriend break my heart and start dating someone not even a week later but when we were going out, I gave up the majority of my friends while we were dating.
Anyone seeing the problem????
So now that my only friend is Jenna and I like Barbara still, I mainly sit in my room and sob. Barbara and Maynor have been dating and then not dating and so on since Alex and I broke up so everytime I think things are going well, they get back together and I'm back down to nothing. So now what do I do?? I am thinking of just giving everything up. I'm so sick of people thinking that they can just use me and then get rid of me whenever its convenient for them. I envy you guys not still in school b/c you can just break up with someone and not have to worry about seeing them in different classes or try to stop liking someone without having to see them in the halls. I can't wait to get out of school and move away to some place like Iowa, really now, who lives in Iowa...no one so I don't have to worry about people hurting me like they do there. I can just sit in the corn fields and wait for a UFO to come and abduct me and do funny tests on my brain! It beats the hell out of getting hurt all the time! Anyone think I should continue bitchin? I didn't think so...well if anyone wants to hang out or laugh at me write me back...
Chelsea
Alex and I broke up about 2-3 weeks ago...She is now going out with Eb and in case no one knows who that is, she's a journal and has a really big nose! Well anyways...so this month has become hell not only did my girlfriend break my heart and start dating someone not even a week later but when we were going out, I gave up the majority of my friends while we were dating.
Anyone seeing the problem????
So now that my only friend is Jenna and I like Barbara still, I mainly sit in my room and sob. Barbara and Maynor have been dating and then not dating and so on since Alex and I broke up so everytime I think things are going well, they get back together and I'm back down to nothing. So now what do I do?? I am thinking of just giving everything up. I'm so sick of people thinking that they can just use me and then get rid of me whenever its convenient for them. I envy you guys not still in school b/c you can just break up with someone and not have to worry about seeing them in different classes or try to stop liking someone without having to see them in the halls. I can't wait to get out of school and move away to some place like Iowa, really now, who lives in Iowa...no one so I don't have to worry about people hurting me like they do there. I can just sit in the corn fields and wait for a UFO to come and abduct me and do funny tests on my brain! It beats the hell out of getting hurt all the time! Anyone think I should continue bitchin? I didn't think so...well if anyone wants to hang out or laugh at me write me back...
Chelsea