Said the Starling
I feel old.
My friend Emily is dating a guy that is in his thirties, and I don't like it. She's not over the moon, its just there. I feel superior - in a bad way, like people would think me superior, or like I don't fit in with anyone.
I think people should put more stock in how they give away themselves both physically and emotionally.
He wore an expensive dress shirt; it had embroidered satin flowers on the inside collar, and he used the word "fuck" in every other sentence. I could feel my nose wrinkle in disgust.
I felt stuck up.
I asked Wes if he thought I was stuck up for thinking that. Wes said "well. I don't think stuck up is right. I find you more... adult. You're more adult." Nice distinction, but he then went on to say its why he was worried to mix me with his friends if they were drinking and playing video games; they're (or act like they're very) young he says.
Wes is still in college, his friends are mostly in college, and I'm tired of his having classes and papers taking up all his time, and not being able to stay over tonight because he has homework.
I'm ready to move on in my life; I'm not in college. I have all the problems of homework and young people around me without the benefit of taking classes and being able to learn new things.
There was a little girl in church today that was very cute. I want one.
I feel old today, and not in a good way.
My friend Emily is dating a guy that is in his thirties, and I don't like it. She's not over the moon, its just there. I feel superior - in a bad way, like people would think me superior, or like I don't fit in with anyone.
I think people should put more stock in how they give away themselves both physically and emotionally.
He wore an expensive dress shirt; it had embroidered satin flowers on the inside collar, and he used the word "fuck" in every other sentence. I could feel my nose wrinkle in disgust.
I felt stuck up.
I asked Wes if he thought I was stuck up for thinking that. Wes said "well. I don't think stuck up is right. I find you more... adult. You're more adult." Nice distinction, but he then went on to say its why he was worried to mix me with his friends if they were drinking and playing video games; they're (or act like they're very) young he says.
Wes is still in college, his friends are mostly in college, and I'm tired of his having classes and papers taking up all his time, and not being able to stay over tonight because he has homework.
I'm ready to move on in my life; I'm not in college. I have all the problems of homework and young people around me without the benefit of taking classes and being able to learn new things.
There was a little girl in church today that was very cute. I want one.
I feel old today, and not in a good way.