Hm~ blogging again. lmao. This LJ is actually turning into a real journal and not a Fan fiction archive place whatever.
woah.
/putting under a cut and in tagalog fo better explanation~
or, taglish. LMFAO.
So ganito kasi feeling ko.
Since sobrang bias ko lang naman na fan, na puro NEWS lang inuupdate ko sa sarili ko ( like with the shows and performances-- wala talaga akong paki sa iba eh ((:) I mean, ni kanta ng iba hindi ko pinapakinggan kasi talaga NEWS lang inaasikaso ko.
So si Ryo, malamang, hindi ko pa nakikita sa labas ng NEWS.
Simula nung sinabi na aalis na Ryo at yamaSHITa, parang hindi ko sila kayang tignan, o pagusapan ← kahit alam kong imposible ito kasi nga, yung mga sinusundan ko sa twitter hindi parang ako, may iba pa silang gustong band, kasama na doon ang pagsolo ni Pi at ang pagusto ni Ryo manatili nalang sa Kanjani.
Haha, ako na ang malaking bitter bug, pero talagang hanggang ngayon wala akong maisip na rason para kay Isda umalis ng NEWS at magsolo. I mean, he grew up with them and just suddenly after coming back from his Asia tour, he decides to go solo. Walang akong maisip na rason kasi for me, hindi naman sya magaling kumanta. I mean yung album nya halos lahat ng kanta naka-auto tune. muntanga lang talaga.
Si Ryo rin, nung una hindi ko maintindihan, pero parang ngayon, kasi nga sobrang active ng mga osaka boys ay naiintindihan ko kung parang bakit mas gusto nya na nasa kanjani sya.
Kasi parang kaya nga maging sya.
Alam naman natin anong klaseng tao si Ryo. He parties, drinks, fucks, etc.
Wala namang ganoon sa NEWS eh. Oo, nandyaan si Tego pero si tego ba sobrang lumabas? minamahal parin nya yung green grass at yung black and white na bola na iyon. Mas gusto pa ng NEWS ang alam mo yun? Lumalabas, magsasama-sama ng sila lang, kumain tas uminom ng sila sila lang.
E si Ryo, mahilig lumabas, makakilala ng ibang tao, pumarty and stuff. Siguro Parang ganoon lang rin ang iba sa Kanjani? Sorry ayoko naman makajudge ng ganyan, kasi hindi ko sila kilala, so yeah. :/ Pero parang ganoon rin naman, kasi talagang iba ngiti nya, iba sya sa Kanjani.
Parang ngayon lumalabs syang sakal sa NEWS, na takot lang rin syang umalis ng NEWS ng magisa kasi alam nyang madaming aayaw sakanya, kaya he shadowed himself kay Pi, inoportunidad lang nya un.
Sige iintindihin ko sya, wala na kong galit sakanila (pero medyo bumabalik yung sa Shit-fish na yun kasi punyeta bakit sya mag mga activities ang nakuha lang naming ay isang libro sa almight shige.) Pero siguro, ngayon? hanggang kailanman, hindi ko na sya masusuportahan kasi nasaktan nya ko.
THATS ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
ENGLISH trans coz of kristy and Ping.lol
This is how I feel.
Since I'm such a biased fan, that I'm only updated with NEWS (like with shows and performances, I don't really care abotu the rest.haha) I mean, even with songs I don't really listen to because I only want my attention on NEWS.
So of course with Ryo, obviously, I don't now how he is outside of NEWS.
Ever since they said the Ryo and Yamashita were withdrawing from NEWS, I couldn't look at them, or even talk about them<- even if I know it's impossible because on my timeline on Twitter, other people have other fandoms, and that includes followers who support solo Pi and Kanjani Ryo.
Haha, I know I'm a huge bitter bug but until now I can't think of a reason why Pi left NEWS. I mean, he grew up with them and just suddenly, after coming back from his asia tour, decides to go solo. I can't think of a reason coz I think he's not talented when it comes to singing. I mean his album songs are most of the time auto-tuned.
So Ryo too, at first I couldn't understand, but somehow now, I think I do because the Osaka boys are active (and I'm seeing alot of gifs and clips on tumblr as well) and I think I understand why he wants to be in Kanjani.
Coz he can be himself.
We know what kind of person Ryo is: he Parties, drinks, fucks, etc.
To be honest, there's really no one in NEWS with that personality. Yeah, Tegoshi's there but Tego isn't the kind to just go out? He still rathers the green grass and that black and white ball. They'd rather go out as NEWS, go out together and eat, go to someone's house and drink, just them.
But Ryo is the kind to party, he likes meeting people and booze out the night. And probably Kanjani is like that as well? I don't want to jump into any conclusions, I don't know how the Kanjani member's personalities are-- except for that time Ryo said they were like a meeting of hobo's (?) haha.
But you know, Ryo, his smile is really different in Kanjani; he's differen't in Kanjani; He seems him in Kanjani.
So now it seems like he's forced not to be himself, like he's choked in NEWS, and that he's afraid to leave NEWS alone because he know he will have A LOT of haters, thats why he shadowed himself with Pi's decision to leave; it was his opportunity.
Ok I'll understand him, I'm not mad at him anymore. But maybe now, until forever, I won't support him because he deeply hurt me.