I Am My Own Worst Critic

[miribai]

And I find it completely pathetic that after all that's happend today:

A) I don't rant about it which I feel I should

B) and instead of ranting about it, I'm gonna list all the things that have kept me from jumping off the Valley View bridge today

1. Final Fantasy X (yeah a romance video game, the last thing I need is fucking ROMANCE, but its theraputic)
2. McDonalds (and food in general, I find myself becoming a comfort eater, OH SHIT I'M GONNA GET FAT!)
3. Star Trek fanfic (specifically Spock/Uhura I'm enamored with this pairing, its so fricking beautiful and the writers are so talented /squee!)
4. 300 (nothing like taking your mind of beating yourself to death then well muscled sweaty men amirite?)

I'm still lonely and wretched though. :/

Seriously God, what's with this chronic inability to DO ANYTHING RIGHT?

Edit: Is it bad I wanna take this ring off? It feels not right wearing it, like I don't deserve it (Protip: I don't)
GAH! Why must I have melodramatic overreactions to everything?

Double GAH! WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I STOP EATING??