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I should get an award or something for getting depressed about stupid things.
Today has not been quite right, even though nothing particularly bad happened to me. As long as I was surrounded by friends, everything was great. But pretty much the minute they were gone, and I was left to myself, my mind goes all numb and I feel sad and lonely because of these stupid, mind-boggling things that are hammering on my brain these days.
Starngely enough, this doesn't make me want to start crying. It isn't until something happens to someone else that I feel the urge to cry. I almost cried when a character in the book I was reading committed suicide. I almost cried when I came home to find out that Kristján had sprained his arm at school.
I want to throw a party in the near future, although I know that I won't have time until more than two weeks from now. If I'm lucky, that is. Otherwise I'd be quite happy to just spend an afternoon with two or three friends. Or maybe even have a sleepover (however that would be managed).
I guess I owe you some good news now after having been so depressing lately. I am no longer in 24 einingar, as I have finally dropped Spanish. Go me! And I got a 10 on a test on Walt Disney, while Sölvi "only" got a 9.7. And my history teacher is stupid. Um, that wasn't good news, was it?
Today has not been quite right, even though nothing particularly bad happened to me. As long as I was surrounded by friends, everything was great. But pretty much the minute they were gone, and I was left to myself, my mind goes all numb and I feel sad and lonely because of these stupid, mind-boggling things that are hammering on my brain these days.
Starngely enough, this doesn't make me want to start crying. It isn't until something happens to someone else that I feel the urge to cry. I almost cried when a character in the book I was reading committed suicide. I almost cried when I came home to find out that Kristján had sprained his arm at school.
I want to throw a party in the near future, although I know that I won't have time until more than two weeks from now. If I'm lucky, that is. Otherwise I'd be quite happy to just spend an afternoon with two or three friends. Or maybe even have a sleepover (however that would be managed).
I guess I owe you some good news now after having been so depressing lately. I am no longer in 24 einingar, as I have finally dropped Spanish. Go me! And I got a 10 on a test on Walt Disney, while Sölvi "only" got a 9.7. And my history teacher is stupid. Um, that wasn't good news, was it?