God is Great!!!
Bible study was great tonight. I love how I'm able to get everything off of my chest and to hear that my friends think about the same things that I do. Lately I've been feeling really passionate about a million different things but they all have to do with making a difference. I've even been considering changing my major. I'm not sure what to though. I just feel so passionately about poverty and racism and just helping those less fortunate than I am. I really want to make a difference in this world and I almost feel as though politics would make the biggest impact. The only problem is that I'm not intersted in politics. I hate polititions. They're so fake. Maybe that's why I feel so passionate about it. If I were a politician I could make a difference on how people think of them and actually make a diffence. It makes me sick anymore thinking how our country is run.
Sadly I haven't been as close to God as I should be though. In fact, I've been really far away from him and when he speaks to me I ignore him and tell him that I don't want to do what he tells me. If I'm thinking about changing my whole future I think I need to get a little closer and depend on him a little more. I know that with him I'll be able to work everything out. I won't be able to say I don't have the time or hte money. I see now that he's preparing me for something because my work schedule is starting to take up less hours and I have quite a bit of money saved up. I know that he wants me to do something but I'm just not quite sure yet so please pray for me. Tonight at Bible study we (me and kim moreso than others) decided that we would use each other as acountability partners and report all the unselfish giving things we do that week. That's all I need is the push, I have the passion not the push. That should be a slogan. It's not a very good one but oh well.
Blame it on what you've been through
Blame it on what you're in to
Blame it on your religions
Blame it on politicians
We've been blowing up
We're the issue
Our detonation
We've been blowing up
We're the issue
We're ammunition
We're ammunition
We're ammunition
We are the fuse and ammunition
I have no generation
Show me my motivation
Our world one desperation
One hope and one salvation
Look what a mess we've made of love
Look what a mess we've made
We're got ourselves to blame
Look what a bomb we've made of love
( That could possibly be hypocritical to what i said about politicians but if so sue me)
Sadly I haven't been as close to God as I should be though. In fact, I've been really far away from him and when he speaks to me I ignore him and tell him that I don't want to do what he tells me. If I'm thinking about changing my whole future I think I need to get a little closer and depend on him a little more. I know that with him I'll be able to work everything out. I won't be able to say I don't have the time or hte money. I see now that he's preparing me for something because my work schedule is starting to take up less hours and I have quite a bit of money saved up. I know that he wants me to do something but I'm just not quite sure yet so please pray for me. Tonight at Bible study we (me and kim moreso than others) decided that we would use each other as acountability partners and report all the unselfish giving things we do that week. That's all I need is the push, I have the passion not the push. That should be a slogan. It's not a very good one but oh well.
Blame it on what you've been through
Blame it on what you're in to
Blame it on your religions
Blame it on politicians
We've been blowing up
We're the issue
Our detonation
We've been blowing up
We're the issue
We're ammunition
We're ammunition
We're ammunition
We are the fuse and ammunition
I have no generation
Show me my motivation
Our world one desperation
One hope and one salvation
Look what a mess we've made of love
Look what a mess we've made
We're got ourselves to blame
Look what a bomb we've made of love
( That could possibly be hypocritical to what i said about politicians but if so sue me)