Jealous

Jan 30, 2006 16:19

I dont know if I should admit this, becase if feels wrong. But I am jealous of my baby brother. No, its not because he is getting attention from everyone, its is because he is getting more attention from someone. Okay, I know this doesnt make sence but I am jealous because it seems like Uncle Chakotay and AUnt Kathryn are spending more time with Ben than me.

I know, it's silly but its the truth. When Mom and Dad gone away to Risa Ben and I stayed with them. It seems like they played with him more than me.

Toby says its just a phase and that they are not doing it on purpose, and maybe he is right, but still.. it hurts.

Uncle Chakotay told me once that jealousy's about the fear of losing someone we love. I know that Uncle Chakotay and Aunt Kathryn wont' stop loving me, but it doenst make the pain go away....

~Miral
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