If You Want A Lover- Key
Dedicated to Key’s fans (:
Title: If You Want A Lover- Key
Pairing: Key/You ♥
Rating: PG 13
Summary: “I thought you like a girl that has a good sense of fashion?”
“That’s my description for a girl I like. But I didn’t describe the girl that I wanted to spend my life with.”(:
Note: Haha, I call this stuff fan service (: This story would be about Key= this is fan service for all the Key bias. I won’t be doing about Jong Hyun (You can say that I’m affected by the news).
P.S. Just like the previous post, I’ll be giving my comments on the rumors about our babies at the end of the story in the author’s note.
Parking the car beside the river, we sat beside each other, engulfed by the tense and awkward atmosphere. I wore a cap, a pair of black sunglasses and mask~ so much preparation just to for a night ride in your car with you.
You wore a baseball cap to hide your hairstyle which seemed to be attracting too much attention from everyone. I tilted my head a little to look at you, before letting out a sigh.
“Ki Bum, why?” I finally asked.
“What?”
“Why must we end up like that?” You sighed and patted my hand. However, we tried to keep our movement as small as possible so that no one could notice us--- I do not want the both of us to be published on the front page of a gossip magazine the next day.
“We promised not to mention about this again.” You groaned.
“Fine” I replied curtly, “Then, how long was it since we go out like this, alone?”
You looked away and started pondering. Yes, it’s difficult to remember; it’s been too long since we have time for each other.
“It’s a year and three months, not counting the days in.”
“That long?!” You looked at me, wide eyed. Your expression amuses me, as I sniggered a little but it sounded forceful. Then, we fell back into the awkward silence once again.
I was only happy for a minute; just for a minute, I wasn’t that concern about my heartache. After 60 seconds, I feel my heart shattering once again. I know our relationship is still not over, but it’s already suffocating me.
“What if….” You broke the silence.
“What if you knew things would turn out like this?”
“Do you want to hear the truth?” I asked, and you nodded your head.
“If time ever rewinds, I won’t want to meet you, Kim Ki Bum.” I know my reply is cruel; but reality seemed even crueler than what I’ve just said.
“I thought our relationship could go as long as we could take it. I thought it would last forever.” I carried on, as tears started trickling down my cheeks.
“But… it didn’t. And now when I know it’s time to let go, the pain is overtaking every single inch of my body.” I took off my sunglasses and wiped my tears away awkwardly with the back of my hand before putting my glasses on again.
“We don’t have to end up in that manner.” You replied again.
“Fine, Ki Bum, then give me a solution.”
Reaching your hand into your pocket, you fetched out an envelope, before passing it to me. I took it over from you, as I noticed the grin on your face.
Taking the contents out, I couldn’t believe what I’ve just received from you.
….. ….. ……..
I love you the way you are
I leaned against your shoulder, gazing at the picturesque view in front of us~ it’s so rare to sit on a beach where there’s only the two of us. We stretched out our legs on the soft and warm sand, as our toes tangled together.
“Nice weather.” You finally said it, breaking the silence after we sat down 15 minutes ago. I snigger a little, as I poked your cheek with my finger. You looked at me, and gave me the signature smile.
“Ki Bum, you are older than me, but you are adorable.”
“You are my girlfriend and you just called a guy adorable. That’s ironic.” We love bickering; it’s probably one of the reasons why our relationship could last for that long.
“That guy is you, and that’s a fact.” I answered back cheekily, as you pinched my cheek. I couldn’t hide the fact that we are a mushy couple either. You looked at me speechlessly, and started playing with my hair between your fingers.
“Why, Ki Bum?” I asked abruptly. You looked at me, clueless about what I had just said.
“Hmm?”
“I thought you like a girl that has a good sense of fashion?”
“Uh-huh.” Gosh, I feel like stamping your feet for being so direct. It really made me feel so horrible. Your answer made me grit my teeth like an idiot.
“I look like a fashion victim, and my looks are so average.” I sounded like a person with low esteem.
“That’s my description for a girl I like. But I didn’t describe the girl that I wanted to spend my life with.” Awww, your answer just melted my heart. I blushed as you wrapped your arm around my shoulder.
“You’re mushy.” I giggled.
“And you enjoy it.”
….. ….. ……
We are on the beach once again, sitting in the exact same position like we did the other time. It really looked like scene in a movie now---- sitting on an exceptionally empty beach at sunset. Our skin looks a lot tanner now, after doing this continuously for a few days during our holiday.
I pressed the rim of my dress down with my hand, as we buried our feet in the sand. It’s starting to get bored. I gave a nudge on your abdomen, as you looked at me.
“Ki Bum, don’t you think it’s a little… boring?” You nodded your head, agreeing to my statement. Suddenly you stood up and reached out your hand for mine.
“Let’s dance.”
“What?” The sun had just fried our brains, and you were officially suggesting some crazy idea just to spend our time on the beach. I reached out my hand for yours to pull myself up.
“Let’s go to an amusement park or library tomorrow, Ki Bum.” I walked away, but you wrapped your arm around my waist.
“Well, that’s tomorrow. Let’s dance now.”
“Are you joking? Dance… over here?” You lifted me off my feet without any effort and allow my feet to be placed on top of yours. I started blushing, refusing to meet eye to eye with you. You mingled with your MP3 for a few seconds, as music started playing.
You moved along with the music, slowly moving your feet on the sand. You continue to wrap your arms around me, as I closed my eyes and feel the cool breeze blowing over us.
“I like this.” I finally admitted.
“Would we be doing this 50 years down the road, when the both of us are old and haggard?”
“I would be old and ugly with chattering teeth. Do you still want me?” I asked.
“You are mine, forever.”
I hugged you even tighter, leaning my head on your shoulder as you continue to dance slowly with the music.
I’m yours forever.
……. …….
Taking the contents out, I couldn’t believe what I’ve just received from you.
“One way tickets to Paris?”
“For two.” You added to my sentence. I clenched my first and put the envelope and the tickets on my lap. I’m in a dilemma now, as my head began to swirl.
“I…I can’t do this Ki Bum.”
“Why?” You asked me pleadingly again.
“I don’t want you to this for me and ruin your career. I don’t want to do something stupid and let you suffer.” I attempt to leave the car, but you grabbed hold of my hand and pushed my body down on the seat.
“Someone’s watching us.” You muttered as you fixed your eyes on the mirror. I took a deep breath; I feel afraid but continue telling you about my feelings.
“See what I mean, Ki Bum? We can’t do this anymore, even though we want to. I want to love you quietly; I want to sit on a beach for hours without other distractions with you, but we can’t.”
“Stop it, just stop it.” You wanted to shout at me, but you covered your face with your right hand.
“But, don’t you know how much I want to be with you?” I screamed back, as I picked up the tickets from my lap. You glanced at the tickets again as if you wanted to tear it into half. Holding the tickets in my left hand, I stared at you seriously until you turned around and met my gaze.
“If you make a decision, never ever regret or turn away from it. Since you have made the decision to be a singer, then do your job professionally.” I said seriously, reaching out for your hand.
“This IS my decision, that I want to be with you. It’s also my decision to give up the career I’ve built up for you.” I feel speechless about what you have just said--- speechless but touched.
“Fine, then drive.”
“To?”
“To the airport; Just take it that I’m agreeing to elope with you.” You smiled at me, as gave me a peck of my cheek for half a second. Pressing on the gears, you drove the car away as fast you could. It feels as if we are in an action-packed movie, as the paparazzi started stalking us in their vans.
However, we no longer give a damn about it anymore. So what if your fans chase after me with knives in their hands? I just want to hold your hand and shout your name in a microphone, announcing to the whole world that you belong to me.
Yes, Kim Ki Bum belongs to me (:
Author’s note: Ha! This would be the end of the first series of fan service I would write. I won’t be writing Jong Hyun’s because it made me feel as if I’m allowing him to be involved in an affair. Having a girl would be bad enough for us, the fans, so next not complicate our feelings for him. I feel like a total idiot for writing this :p
Nevertheless, hope you guys enjoy my story.
Anyway, I’ll continue with my Conjecture about this rumors issue over the members in Shinee. Yes, It’s upsetting, especially when other innocent parties such as Taemin and Minho are pulled into the picture. If you guys are still clueless about the rumors: People say that Taemin and Sulli are officially dating, & Minho and Yuri are dating as well. Well, I think this is total bullshit. Pardon me for my language.
However, are you guys wavered by the rumors and think that these things are really happening? Nah~ I doubt so.
Taemin and Sulli are young and innocent, yes, but not ignorant enough to admit to their relationships even if they are really into one (which I hope not), so do Minho and Yuri. Jong Hyun’s rumor has already affected their popularity a lot, and I doubt other members would be willing to ruin the career they have built up with their decisions, after looking at what Jong Hyun had done to his. (But we can't blame him.)
I can’t believe that it’s already 2 days since the JongKyung’s relationship leaked out, and I’m more speechless about how many rumors people could create about our SM stars in that 48hours (or slightly more). So come on, as fans of Kpop, just give our Kpop stars a break.