If you want a lover- Onew
Title: If you want a lover- Onew
Pairing: Onew + You ♥
Rating: PG 13
Summary:
Note: Haha, I call this stuff fan service (: This is my third story, and it would be on Onew= this is fan service for all the Onew bias .This story is still base on a song sung by G.NA “If you want a lover.”
P.S: Short Author note over Jong Hyun and Se Kyung’s matter. Read it and comment if you are interested (:
After three and a half hours of performance, all the other performers, including your group members left the stage. You paced up and down, in front of the 7 thousand pairs of eyes looking at you. Testing the standing mike, you gave a cue for the music to play. Everyone started sitting down, as they waved their blue light sticks along with the tempo of the music. I sat on my seat all along, looking at you perform on stage, observing your change ever since I knew you.
I felt thankful about my decision about letting you go; I do not want to hold you back on anything anymore.
However, it was difficult for me to give you up completely. Every single part of my body is missing you; I miss you too much that I’m so tired now. As you started singing the first line of “The name I loved”, I closed my eyes and buried my head in my hands.
Lee Jinki, you are such an idiot….
You are such an idiot for making my heart break to the extent that I could never mend it back every again.
You stopped halfway in the song and took out a box from your pocket. Hearing the gasps by the audience, I looked up to the stage and notice the thing that you held in your hand.
“I want to take this opportunity, to tell everyone about someone that meant so much to me.” You spoke into the mike, as I swallowed my saliva.
“Because she’s afraid that my career would be affected because of our relationship, she decided to end it. We broke up a week ago, even though we didn’t really want to do so.” Opening the box, you revealed a diamond ring in the middle of the box, glistening under the light. Everyone started whispering; some fan girls started to whimper.
“Thus, I hope all of you could be my witness. I just want her to know that everything would be meaningless for me without her. Even if I lose everything, I would never want to lose her.” I started tearing, after everything you said.
“Lee Jinki…you are an idiot….” I muttered under my breath, as I took my bag and tried to leave the hall. However, I realize that it would be too obvious it I did that because I’m sitting in the first row.
You landed me in a state where I’ve nowhere to run to.
Suddenly, the spotlight shone on me, as I was broadcasted on the screens on stage. You caught me off guard that I didn’t even have the chance to wipe the tears off my cheeks. I could sense the seven thousand pairs of eyes staring at me.
“Would you marry me?”
Tears started flowing down my cheeks, as I clasped my hands over my mouth.
I didn’t know what I should do.
…… ……. …..
Couple ring
We were watching a horror movie in winter.
“Are you sure about this?” I asked him, as I started at the tickets.
“Yes.” You nodded your head.
“You would be disappointed then. I’m not the typical kind of girl that would scream and hug her boyfriend while watching a horror movie.” I joked.
“I’m not expecting that from you either. Just treat this as a movie date, without any other intentions.”
We entered the theatre, holding each other’s hands while looking for our seat. I just realized that it was colder than expected, and I’m freezing. My teeth started chattering, as I crossed my arms in front of my chest, hoping that it could warm my body.
The horror movie did not look as horrifying as I’ve expected, even though everyone else were shuddering at the scenes in the movie. You tilted you head to look at me for a moment, before whispering into my ear.
“Are you cold?”
“I’m freezing.” I whispered back. Straightaway, you wrapped your arm around my shoulder, and held one of my hands in yours. Stuffing it into your jacket’s pocket, you started warming me up.
“You are making me shy.”
“I’m making you feel blissful.”
“You are thinking too much.” I whispered back, and leaned my head against your shoulder.
I sensed something cooling between our fingers, as you tried to insert it on my index finger. You smiled at me for a moment, as I shift my hand out of your pocket.
It’s a ring.
You actually put on a couple ring for me, in the middle of a horror movie.
“Jinki… a couple ring?”
“Yup.”
“In a middle of a horror movie?”
“It’s an innovative idea, isn’t it?” You answered cheekily, as I feel a flush on my cheeks. You slowly moved your head closer to mine, as your soft lips pressed on my forehead.
It was rather insincere; you did it jokingly as if you didn’t mean it. But I loved it the way it is, because it’s you---- because I know you belong to me.
…… ……… ……..
I walked beside you, holding your hand really, really tightly. I did not know if my decision is correct, but I hope I would do it heartlessly; without any regrets. Standing in the heart of a deserted park, I realize that it would be the ideal time to talk to you.
My footsteps came to a halt, just like how I wanted our relationship to be. I refuse to it, at least not in this way, but I’m too exhausted to carry on. You are no longer Lee Jinki, but instead, you are known as Onew.
I feel more like a fan that receives concert tickets from you rather than your girlfriend. I love you, but I’m sick of it; our relationship no longer seemed like a fact to me, but a hallucination.
“Jinki.” You turned around and look at me.
“Hmm?”
“Jinki…Jinki…” Your name sounds do unreal to me. I repeated it again and again, stopping abruptly and looked up at you.
“Let’s break up.”
“What?” You couldn’t accept it.
“I’m sorry. But…Just take it that I’m tired of our relationship. I love you, but I hate the fact that our relationship is involving other people; the public, the fans too.” I whimpered. You let your hands go gently, as my heart skipped a beat. You looked calm, as you took out an envelope and smiled stiffly at me.
“The concert tickets. I will continue to send you the tickets; don’t turn me down.”
“I promise I would be there.” I can’t believe we ended this so easily; I was relieved about it. At least we don’t have to see any tears.
Foolishly, I tip toed and kissed you on your lips, hinting to you that I’m just lying.
“Goodbye kiss.” I replied curtly, as I turned around and left the park.
I didn’t expect our relationship to end like that,
So coolly
….. …….
“Would you marry me?”
Tears started flowing down my cheeks, as I clasped my hands over my mouth.
I didn’t know what I should do.
You walked down the stage as another spotlight shone on you. Everyone else was gasping beside me, as I clenched my fists and started crumpling the rim of my skirt. Then, you knelt down in front of me.
“Will you marry me?”
“Jinki…”
“Silly girl, don’t you know that nothing is as important as you?” You looked at me with pleading eyes.
‘What happens after that, Jinki?’ I stared into your eyes while thinking of that question. You grinned at me, as if you were answering my question.
‘We will run away.’
‘Don’t you think that this is a little unrealistic?’ I ‘replied’ as my tears flowed down my cheeks.
‘Everything would be fine. I will protect you, no matter what.’
“I do.” I nodded my head, repeating to myself that everything would be fine.
Yes, everything would be fine.
You hugged me tightly and slipped the wedding ring into my index finger.
“No regrets?” I shook my head. You held my hand and ran up the stage.
“There’s a backdoor.” We leapt up the stage and disappeared through the curtains. Everyone were staring at us backstage, as we galloped passed them.
“Jinki…” I called out your name between my breaths.
“Hmm?”
“We would be happy, wouldn’t we?”
“Yes.” Your answer assured my feelings for you all over again.
“I love you, Jinki!” I called out.
“LOVE YOU TOO!”
Yes,
We will love each other even if the sky tumbles down,
Even if your fans come after my blood, and we would live
Happily
Ever
After
Author’s note: Hi, hope u guys like this story. Hmm, btw, I might not be writing about Jonghyun’s part anymore. I’m so sorry, but I find it weird to write about someone who already has a girlfriend. You might say that I sounded angry/ typical-jealous fan, but I’m not.
By the way, I would love to hear your thoughts about the JONGKYUNG matter over at the comments.
My view: There are a lot of loopholes in this matter.
First of all, don’t you guys think that the chances of SMENT admitting that their artistes are dating are really slim? If you consider Shinee’s popularity, the chances drops from really slim to impossible.
Secondly, don’t you think that Jong Hyun and Se Kyung are really, really bold to openly date in public without even taking any precautions (sunglasses, caps, masks, etc.)? For famous public figures like them, how could they be so careless? Admitting a relationship like that in public for them= sending themselves into the lion’s cave and get tortured.
Thirdly, I think it’s just a publicity stunt.
For now, these are just my conjecture= it is not true, but just what I feel about this matter.