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well i once thought i would be this and that but it happens all too often that i change my mind / can't help it and then things become very different. and it isn't always bad, it's turned out for the better as often as for the worse. so whatever changes or surprises come in the next few months i don't expect it to bring my world crashing down. the universe remains mostly a secret and i like it when it reveals its lovelier parts to me, and its colder parts are not so much unpleasant as simply difficult to understand. i've had a special weekend i guess, today was a very sweet sunday. i'm thankful for dear friends :) :) :) :) :) and epiphanies and enough money for frivolity and the discovery of a new faster more comfortable route to church. while it is still easy, i'll do what i can to keep my heart renewed.