Elle & Lui - Lifting It
or as of various impressions.
What should I do in order to change this state of mind? Contemplating hardly brings anything. Back in September when I had that weird initiation dream, I wasn't able to clearly interpret it, but now it turns out to be clarifying and reflecting on many things. It seems like it was a signal, a bad premonition. Those have been my last lucid moments until now. Since then...I've been in this strange unconscious, narrow state of mind. Like the Sleeping Beauty, waiting for something to be woken up. Nothing has ever reached the surface, so I was right when thinking of undergoing professional treatment. Emotions being too shallow, being aimless and idle...
Too many things to do, as ever.
What should I do in order to change this state of mind? Contemplating hardly brings anything. Back in September when I had that weird initiation dream, I wasn't able to clearly interpret it, but now it turns out to be clarifying and reflecting on many things. It seems like it was a signal, a bad premonition. Those have been my last lucid moments until now. Since then...I've been in this strange unconscious, narrow state of mind. Like the Sleeping Beauty, waiting for something to be woken up. Nothing has ever reached the surface, so I was right when thinking of undergoing professional treatment. Emotions being too shallow, being aimless and idle...
Too many things to do, as ever.