Cue the applause.
Fucked up again. And I have no excuse whatsoever.
FUCK.
Why I am always doing it? I never fucking learn.
And now my stomach is cramping and it hurts and I feel shitty and want to do something about it.
It's not even a big deal, or it shouldn't be, but it will be because there's gonna be disappointed-face all around. Well fuck them, it's not the end of the world.
Oh well, he's always gonna be disappointed no matter what I do, and I'm always gonna be the less-than child so I might as well give him reason.
Fuck it all anyway.
FUCK.
Why I am always doing it? I never fucking learn.
And now my stomach is cramping and it hurts and I feel shitty and want to do something about it.
It's not even a big deal, or it shouldn't be, but it will be because there's gonna be disappointed-face all around. Well fuck them, it's not the end of the world.
Oh well, he's always gonna be disappointed no matter what I do, and I'm always gonna be the less-than child so I might as well give him reason.
Fuck it all anyway.