fuck emo shit

[minus_four]

my ex called me. last night.

all like, 'oh hai come stay with me and my new partner and shit'

and i got fucked up. like whoa. like... idek tbh.

b/c I miss her so much it's really stupid. even nao I kinda lack the ability to say no to her... but I said I'd think about it.

If I say yes, I'm voluntarily tearing myself apart. If I say no... idk, I'll probably hate myself more than I already do.

fuck. so. it makes me do shit. stupid, shitty shit. and fuck.

congrats Chris, you're still too important for my own good.

ugh.