Sep 29, 2005 09:40
After reading even further what's expected just to play 8th gen I don't even want to bother with playing. I spent 4 years working my ass off with prestige and bettering my skill at RP in the Cam so I could play an Elder. I never got to because of the change. So I want to play an elder and I only want to play an elder. Thus I won't play unless I get to play an elder. I know that may sound bitchy or snobbish in the way that I feel I am owed this luxury.. but damn it.. I did work hard for it and now I'm having to work even harder for something that I feel I have already justly earned.
Alright.. nuff about that subject.
My car got hit the other day while I was at the dentist's office. No note was left.. so now I gotta spend 200 dollar deductable to get it fixed. Which means I can't buy the camcorder I was really wanting to film Amtgard events with. Sucky day for me.
School is going just fine. I am dropping my stat class this friday and I have felt so relieved since decided not to do that class this semester. There was just way too much stress and time involved with it. I've got all A's-C's so I am happy.
Heydeez says he'll be back saturday night. Then again he's said he'll be back lots of other times too so I'm rather skeptical of it. I'm angry over an issue that I'm not sure if I should be angry over. Maybe it's the PMS.. maybe it's the fact that I'm fed up.. I don't know. I'd discuss it but I'd probably just seem like a bitchy kid or something. I've never been one to make demands but it's like I feel I am getting the shit end of the stick.
I'm not the type of woman who'd sit around at home waiting for the guy. It just grates on my nerves and it's not who I am. I've done my best to be patient and understanding but my patients and understanding only go so far and they both ended yesterday.