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i'm in a very bad mood, i'm extremely unhappy. ANd i have to go to bed like this because I have work at 8am and that makes me more unhappy. But what can i do about it? Talk to someone? Who? Everyone i know who can give decent advice or input something worthwhile is at least as unhappy as I am half the time. My constant efforts to NOT care don't actually work, they just force me to say haha, whatever... and do all the screaming internally. So i go to bed pissed off, and i feel pissed off at random intervals cause i have all this crap i can't even say anything about. It's just not me, why can't i be a good guy even if i say "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!?" every now and then? Cause i'm pretty sure I am... maybe i'm wrong though