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i havent been on here in while well whats new im movin to flint in like 2 to 3 weeks ill be going to southeren lakes next school year because its closer to my moms and thats were ill be livin i now have 2,000 saved up for a car and shit im going to get a truck that i can take mud boggin and shit i found out about alot of fucked up shit on friday and lets say next time i see my grandpa martin im going to fucking kil him no lie im going to smash his skull i called him and told him if he ever is near me or my mom i will fucking smash him cause he is a sick fuck and shouold fucking suffer than rot in hell when i get a ride i am robbing his fucking house and trashing his car he will fucking wish he was never alive im taking all his fucking money out of his house so he has nothing and i will laugh at him when he tells my mom about it as you can tell im pissed latley ive been like that ive been prety depressed so this is good i finally get a chance to get some of it out im just really needing someone right now ive been waiting for a girl but the only one that i really like and think is good for me she lives here in holly now and she is from kentucky its just that she is in a realationship she really doesent want to be in cause she was telling one my friends that she really wants to be with me but the boy friend she has now has done nothing to her so she would feel bad to just break up with him out of the blue i guess he is obessed with her but she is trying to figure it out i guess she is this cute little blond girl and she is so nice and is very smart she is smart as hell she always has blonde moments but i think it is cute as hell lol so shes been makin me pretty happy latley and has got my mind of shit cause ive just had to much shit happen i just cant really say on here cause i dont really want people knowing dont worry teness ill let you know if swear not to say a word even to josh but ya things have jus been way fucked up i just wish people wernt so fucked up ive been trying so hard to get shit off my mind but all the drugs are barley helpin there just helping alittle but im going to start cutting down about like i was just a week ago this week has just been shit for me so ive just been takin shit to mellow me out this shit prolly getting boaring so peace