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hey its been a while since ive been on here. lately ive been feeling like absoulute shit ive just been really depressed latley and i dont no y i think i need a girl friend to help me out lol but still not wanting to do that. i really have been wanting to talk to teness latley but i cant get a hold of here i just need to talk to her cause its just when i talk to her it normally releives stress its bencause she is my bestes buddy in the whole world lol and the only one that acutally cares i really miss hanging out with her but i can never get a hold of her to hang out with her and it sucks. im going to snow coming on saterday it will be a blast im going by my self again of course but shit that just means ill have an extra 10 bucks for that night. man ive never felt this down before i dont no what the fuck it is i need some fucking medication or somethin i cant stop fucking thinking and it fucking pissing me off its driving me insane i seriously feel like fucking dieing but im going to try to go to sleep because this is pissing me off later