we have family style dinners-sharkey
So school is done for the semester. I for my grades and I will be keeping my scholarship. Im a little worried about housing for next year. Apparently Adelphi is implementing a new rule that if you live in a 20 miles radius of the school then you aren’t allowed to live on campus. I guess they are trying to make campus a better place to be on the weekends. A lot of people do go home, but at the same token I’m off campus now with work more than I was my second semester. Whatever, I guess ill have to deal with that when the time come. Lord knows I cant live at the house again. That was just miserable.
Though im not at school I think im going into my moms school for a few days during the break. She has it in her head that im going to do primary education. I have no idea where that came from. I like kids, and I want to have some, some day, but I could not handle dealing with 30 small children all day long. I would lose my mind. I am not that person who can do that and be happy, but for those of you who can, good for you, I applaud you and admire you in ways that you cannot imagine.
It is about 6am and I cannot fall asleep. I am tired and ive been laying in bed for like 3 hours and have yet to fall asleep. I will hate myself for it tomorrow (or later today)after church and when im half falling asleep at work. At least ill sleep well tomorrow night.
Anyway, this week has been busying getting ready for Christmas, and having Christmas. I do miss my dorm, and geena and the freedom that I had, but at the same token I missed the house. The insanity of everyones schedule and people running around and the little monster, who isn’t so little anymore, if only we could get him to be better behaved.
My mom told me that someone needed to talk to tommy. She thinks that hes wasting his life and that he needs to pull himself together. I don’t fully agree. I do think that he needs to get back into school so that he can get a full time teaching job. At the same time its so hard to get a teaching job, which will suck when I need a job in a few years, but that’s not the point. Shes just afraid that hes going to turn into my uncle and hes not. Tommy is driven, just theres something holding him back right now. Who knows what it is. Chris and I were talking about it and he was like well maybe he just needs to talk to someone. That spiraled into talking about a lot of things, one of which was my first semester. We talked about that and decided that tommy isn’t as bad as I was and thought that maybe he should talk to someone. Then he told me that my mom wanted me to talk to someone. Which I was kind of mad about. Not the fact that she wanted me to, the fact that she didn’t drag my ass somewhere and force me to. But I digress. I think what shes saying is crap. Someone needs to tell him to get his ass back to school, but she cant compare him to me or to chris. Apparently the two of us have our lives figured out (news to me) and he needs to be more like us.
Now im just ranting about stupid things. I hope everyone’s holidays were good and that yall have a safe and happy new year. Crap this year went by fast.
that’s my update
muchlove becca
Though im not at school I think im going into my moms school for a few days during the break. She has it in her head that im going to do primary education. I have no idea where that came from. I like kids, and I want to have some, some day, but I could not handle dealing with 30 small children all day long. I would lose my mind. I am not that person who can do that and be happy, but for those of you who can, good for you, I applaud you and admire you in ways that you cannot imagine.
It is about 6am and I cannot fall asleep. I am tired and ive been laying in bed for like 3 hours and have yet to fall asleep. I will hate myself for it tomorrow (or later today)after church and when im half falling asleep at work. At least ill sleep well tomorrow night.
Anyway, this week has been busying getting ready for Christmas, and having Christmas. I do miss my dorm, and geena and the freedom that I had, but at the same token I missed the house. The insanity of everyones schedule and people running around and the little monster, who isn’t so little anymore, if only we could get him to be better behaved.
My mom told me that someone needed to talk to tommy. She thinks that hes wasting his life and that he needs to pull himself together. I don’t fully agree. I do think that he needs to get back into school so that he can get a full time teaching job. At the same time its so hard to get a teaching job, which will suck when I need a job in a few years, but that’s not the point. Shes just afraid that hes going to turn into my uncle and hes not. Tommy is driven, just theres something holding him back right now. Who knows what it is. Chris and I were talking about it and he was like well maybe he just needs to talk to someone. That spiraled into talking about a lot of things, one of which was my first semester. We talked about that and decided that tommy isn’t as bad as I was and thought that maybe he should talk to someone. Then he told me that my mom wanted me to talk to someone. Which I was kind of mad about. Not the fact that she wanted me to, the fact that she didn’t drag my ass somewhere and force me to. But I digress. I think what shes saying is crap. Someone needs to tell him to get his ass back to school, but she cant compare him to me or to chris. Apparently the two of us have our lives figured out (news to me) and he needs to be more like us.
Now im just ranting about stupid things. I hope everyone’s holidays were good and that yall have a safe and happy new year. Crap this year went by fast.
that’s my update
muchlove becca