this cycle of failure keeps repeating.
First, I lost Sarah to college.
And that almost destroyed me.
Then I found Nicole; I slowly became somewhat whole again. and just when I thought all was swell...
I lose Nicole. to Frank. The worst part is, I like Frank. I can't find a reason to be mad at him. only at me. and let's not forget that sinking feeling of jealousy. I loved her first.
and so just as I saw the summit of the mountain, I fell back down again; and I do believe this time I'm too cynical to attempt that climb again.
do you know why it's called a fucking 'crush?' because, damnit, it hurts.
I've not eaten since noon today and I'm still not hungry.
which is probably good since I don't get paid until Friday anyway.
Only love can break your heart. Fuck, I suck at this whole life thing so much.
For the first time since getting to college, I actally NEED a drink so that I can forget all this for a little while. but alas, I have classes tommorow, and I'm carpooling so I have to be awake really early.
And that almost destroyed me.
Then I found Nicole; I slowly became somewhat whole again. and just when I thought all was swell...
I lose Nicole. to Frank. The worst part is, I like Frank. I can't find a reason to be mad at him. only at me. and let's not forget that sinking feeling of jealousy. I loved her first.
and so just as I saw the summit of the mountain, I fell back down again; and I do believe this time I'm too cynical to attempt that climb again.
do you know why it's called a fucking 'crush?' because, damnit, it hurts.
I've not eaten since noon today and I'm still not hungry.
which is probably good since I don't get paid until Friday anyway.
Only love can break your heart. Fuck, I suck at this whole life thing so much.
For the first time since getting to college, I actally NEED a drink so that I can forget all this for a little while. but alas, I have classes tommorow, and I'm carpooling so I have to be awake really early.