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I have come to the point that i need to find help. I have come to the end of the rope and found it tattered and worn, frayed, if you will. But there is no one there to help me back up. Every day is a battle for me, a battle to push, to try to live top get through. I can't do it alone any more. Yeah you might saying, i am here for you, you can talk to me. I AM YOUR FRIEND. well all i have to say is BULL SHIT. If you felt that way, then you could see that i am on the brink of self destruction, and you weren't there to help me.
This weekend was a battle and i lost. some of you saw it, and i am sorry that you had to witness my downfall first hand, but there is a point where all control is lost. and well i lost it. Getting over a problem is a bitch.
I feel like i am trapped in a room and there is no air to breathe, i have lost all strength and will to fight. Please help me get out of here.
This weekend was a battle and i lost. some of you saw it, and i am sorry that you had to witness my downfall first hand, but there is a point where all control is lost. and well i lost it. Getting over a problem is a bitch.
I feel like i am trapped in a room and there is no air to breathe, i have lost all strength and will to fight. Please help me get out of here.