Today's News
So at 10:15 this morning I received a phone call from a friend asking if I knew this kid. I didn't, and didn't know what she was talking about. She then went on that he committed suicide, and that he went to Shadle, and then that he hung out in the hall!?! Well I didn't know him, didn't know his face, never talked to him, and didn't know what to think. I've heard many good things about him, but for me, I didn't then, and still feel nothing. Yet there were people who had never met him that weeped for him today. Am I really that insensitive and bitter of a person? I really don't know, please someone give me some input. Am I still a soulless prick feeling no emotion, couldn't care less, and not being phased. I'm phased by my lack of emotion, but I'm unphased and don't care, yet something happened close to me. Even seeing friends worked up and disturbed about it, I'm still stoic, yet for once, I'm not trying to be stoic. Is it really one of those things that if you make a face long enough that it will freeze that way? Can that happen emotionally? I'm know I've been desensitized things in my life other than tv, but I know like freshman year I wasn't so emotionless. Any comments?