first post of the new year, how exciting...
"i'm way down in my sin..."
so it's a new year and nothing feels different. i'm reading other people's journals and how their friends come over or they go and hang out with their friends and how everyone wants cars. not to be mean or selfish but that kind of puts me out. i'm locked up both of my parents making and my own. i want to be able to go to more places without it having to deal with church, school, or my sister. not that i don't love the places i go in affiliation with the said topics but i want to be able to go to theme parks with my friends. for heaven's sake i want to go to a movie with carlé and not get a yelled at.
i'm not going to make a new years resolution because i never have before and i don't want to start now. i make changes in my life on my own time when i see appropriate. i don't wait for a whole year to make one or two.
to sum it up, i lead a boring life and i'm tired. also, i don't like new years resolutions.
to a new year kids.
i kill all happiness of others don't i?...
"Wish upon a falling star,
And dream of your perfection.
If fades away held up against your failures,
And dying self opinion.
Beauty’s on the late night TV,
Showing of the next big thing.
Turn it off. I’m lost.
I forgot who I was.
Jesus, won’t you tell me I’m worth something?
Cause what I want is You,
What I need is truth
Will someone tell me that for a change?
Nothing ever holds in a world lukewarm,
So come and fill the empty space inside of me..."
*just waiting for anaheim to come. is anyone else with me?*
so it's a new year and nothing feels different. i'm reading other people's journals and how their friends come over or they go and hang out with their friends and how everyone wants cars. not to be mean or selfish but that kind of puts me out. i'm locked up both of my parents making and my own. i want to be able to go to more places without it having to deal with church, school, or my sister. not that i don't love the places i go in affiliation with the said topics but i want to be able to go to theme parks with my friends. for heaven's sake i want to go to a movie with carlé and not get a yelled at.
i'm not going to make a new years resolution because i never have before and i don't want to start now. i make changes in my life on my own time when i see appropriate. i don't wait for a whole year to make one or two.
to sum it up, i lead a boring life and i'm tired. also, i don't like new years resolutions.
to a new year kids.
i kill all happiness of others don't i?...
"Wish upon a falling star,
And dream of your perfection.
If fades away held up against your failures,
And dying self opinion.
Beauty’s on the late night TV,
Showing of the next big thing.
Turn it off. I’m lost.
I forgot who I was.
Jesus, won’t you tell me I’m worth something?
Cause what I want is You,
What I need is truth
Will someone tell me that for a change?
Nothing ever holds in a world lukewarm,
So come and fill the empty space inside of me..."
*just waiting for anaheim to come. is anyone else with me?*