Dec 30, 2004 17:40
i feel myself growing and i like that. so happy i now have a place to live. more happy that my grrl will have a peaceful place to come and sleep. since all she can do is sleep. since she works her ass off thanklessly, getting gifts for people who generally shit on her, but such is life. am i any different? anybody who isn't like us is a fucking moocher and will get the boot from my life when necessary.
7.5 miles in a shitty pair of shoes... i guess it's better than other runs i've had. need to fix the shoe problem. on a lighter note, i need tomorrow night to come with a quickness. i need booze. i need kareoke... i need lois and kanika and my mama.
this has been one exhausting break so far. and once in a while, my mind wonders off to the break two years ago and the twins. life goes on. they're not mine. they weren't mine, and if i wanna be so damned wishy washy, well, at least i learned my fucking lesson about getting used. going to temples more as soon as i'm moved in, and my health is feeling great. what more could i ask for?
i hjave a feeling of general uneasiness about "friends"
maybe it's my issue.
bless-