I've made a lot of mistakes...
Been a while, I'm not going to lie. Everytime I look at someone else's livejournal it makes me want to write. But I have no idea what to say, or where to begin. Where do my entries ever go? It seems that they always take a turn for the bitter and angry side of my life. What is the point of livejournal if not to bitch to my hearts content
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Just wanted to share that.
And, also . . . when you talk about the future, it makes me paranoid that I will never get into Berkeley, and that nothing I do is good enough to prepare for the future. And then I stop, and realize, that I don't think it matters. I mean, I spend so much of the time stressing about whether or not the next day is going to be better than the last and you know.. I come to the conclusion that it is impossible to be on a constant incline of happiness and success.
Besides, maybe the way to go (as awful as this might sound) is not to compare your life to the life you want to have, but compare the life that you DO have to other people's lives, that aren't as good as yours. This always makes me feel better. OR, think back to when you weren't sure whether or not you were going to get into Brown and you DID, and now you're there.
No, no, you should never stop trying. Aiming for something better IS good.. but don't forget that you got where you're at now because you did the same thing in the past.
rarrrr.
Love ya,
Paige
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