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mindthejake

Can't close my eyes without thinking of you

Nov 18, 2005 07:58

I am but one guy, one guy who can't control his emotions. Nobody can control their emotions, no matter how much they try. They can mask their emotions, but when the emotions come out its at a bad time ( Read more... )

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lykeomgzcassie November 18 2005, 20:21:52 UTC

Umm..wow..

mindthejake November 18 2005, 20:29:20 UTC

???

lykeomgzcassie November 18 2005, 20:43:26 UTC

I don't know what to say?

mindthejake November 18 2005, 20:52:29 UTC

I'm sorry for everything, I wish I would have seen how I was before all this happened.

lykeomgzcassie November 19 2005, 06:26:29 UTC

Yeah, I know you're sorry..I mean, it just kind of hurts me that you did indeed have feelings for other girls, yet you still went out with me and all this junk..and I just, I don't know..if you felt like we weren't going to "work out" and that we, as you said in Montreal, "shouldn't be together" or whatever, then I wish you would have told me. I wish you would have talked to me about it. That's what hurts the most.

mindthejake November 20 2005, 11:47:40 UTC

I didn't realize that we wouldn't work out until I was back in Montreal. I sat there and thought about it, and I knew we wouldn't. Then I thought it was the distance and me not being able to handle it that made me think we wouldn't work out so I thought things would get better for us when I got back here. But the whole Shenae thing happened and things were too complicated to just stay with you. You deserve better than me. I talked to you about it the earliest I could. I was going to wait until I got back here to talk to you, but when you showed up I knew the right thing to do would be to tell you right away, not give you some false hope of everything being good. I didn't want to talk to you about it over the internet either, you deserved to be told in person.

lykeomgzcassie November 20 2005, 15:33:04 UTC

Then call me, IM me, just do something to just give me a warning .. or just, I don't know. When I went to visit you, I had the intentions of just visiting you, I thought everything was fine. Maybe not the best, but nonetheless, fine.

It just .. I don't know. I'm over it, I'm fine. ..and I just completley lied. Damn it.

mindthejake November 21 2005, 02:31:34 UTC

You couldn't tell by how I wasn't as talkative and how I was acting that something wasnt' right? Did you want me to just sit that and go "Cas, something isn't right" or whatever to make you worry about it?

You shouldn't lie about that Cas, it's not going to do you any good. It's obvious you're not over it and you're not fine.

lykeomgzcassie November 22 2005, 09:17:50 UTC

Well, I knew you weren't acting the same..I could tell that..but I wasn't sure if it was just because you were in a crappy mood or what..=/ I don't know. And I guess, it's better than nothing.

I don't care, it's not like it's going to do any good "telling the truth" about it either. And I am fine. You don't see me going off bashing you, nor am I saying, "ughdghgjdgd i hate jakee!!!@@!". I'm just, I'm fine.

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