home?

[mindscribble]

Uh. I'm back in New Zealand.

Arriving in Nelson, at the end of that long journey, I became strangely disoriented. Summer? Small town? Sunshine? What? Who am I?

I am very, very jetlagged.

I don't know what to think about anything.

I don't know what I want.

I didn't want to leave Chicago.

In an odd way I feel emotionally raw.

Nothing really makes sense.