go outside so i can push you down
grrrrrr....im in an amazing mood. seriously, its awesome. im at such a happy stage where i just really dont care about worrying. it doesnt matter anymore. why worry about things? im going to be happy with whatever happens anyway, so i dont bother with the worry. so, i quit speculating, and now im giving up the worry issue. i just dont understand people fully. i guess that makes sense, because i dont understand myself either. one minute i want one thing, the next im completely unsure. its crazy. now im starting to understand what other peopole mean when they say 'im just so confused right now.' i mean, im not confused about anything really, i know basically what i want...its just a matter of circumstance and whatnot. anyway. enough of all that. so im really beginning to feel that my life is a sitcom. im not kidding in the least bit. im not complaining either, i like the randomness. its fun, it keeps me on my toes. every night/day its something different. i have met so many new people, and i enjoy it. i dunno...its kinda weird, because i didnt expect all this. anyway, rambling and i have to be awake in like 6 hours for work, so i guess i better hop in bed. by the way...tom and grant...where did you disappear to? let me know whats up!! goodnight those of you who need it. for the rest of you...blah.