Jan 20, 2007 05:48
It's been 3 days since I've returned from my first trip to China and my biological clock still wakes me up around 4am. My mind feels both empty and scattered with a million and one things spinning a web inside my head. Trying to articulate the web of thoughts in my mind..so many things, yet still that feeling that things are in limbo. I came back from China with more questions than answers. Questions regarding my long distance relationship, the current way I live my life, whether my job is creating a path toward my current career goals. I supposed this is okay and natural. Whenever I return from travelling, I find it a pattern where I am frozen and need to be thawed to readjust to my former shell of a life.
Too tired..will have to update later.