run into walls??? write??? zombie high time
ok so i haven't written in a while so sue me... not seriously though i have no money....
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lets see what to update on....
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oh my surgery...
so yea i got the surgery thing on my sinuses and all of that done....it was funny i got there at like 7:30/8am and sat there waiting to go in...a lasy comes out and gets me and asks me all these question and then tell me to get undress and all of that...the stupid iv hurt for a bit but not for long it was cold though...it felt soooooo wierd. i could feel the iv fluid running through my arm up to my shoulder where it finally got warm...it was awesome....then i get wheeled into the operating room the anesthesiologist was the one doing it and was making jokes the entire way there....when we get in there he get me another blanket cuz he said i was shivering...so he goes "you're in luck one hot from the oven" i was look oven??? but eh what ever. then he goes "now i'm going to give you a cocktail of drugs that will put you to sleep" then i don't remeber anything....i geuss the warmth of the blanket and the drugs knocked me out fast...they even told me that...so i get int the wake up part and the nurse lady is calling my name and tells me to eat this and give me crushed ice i love ice)... i was like so dazed i bearly remember eating it and it hurting.... so after that i got put up in a sitting pistion. the older nurse lady told me i had to drink something and she got me ginger ale(i love gingerale). so i sat there for a while with a spliting headache and all till the told me to take these pills so i did... i was my antiboitic and vikidin...(i had to take some before i went in which were to help with neusa and all of that) so my headache disappered and that good stuff...so they asked if i wanted to try and stand up and go to the bathroom...BIG MISTAKE... i got up bu ti got all light headed and junk so the nurses helped me there and then after i was done and all of that i stood up to fast....again BIG MISTAKE.. the nurse was getting ready to bring me back and i was just like "no wait" and turned around and projectile vomited alot of blood into the toilet and some on the floor... i was soooo sick after that...but they told me that was good because i was getting all the blood that went down my throat during the surgery out... my mom told me i won't remeber that part but when it's the first time projectile vomiting you don't forget....so after that i got dressed and they put me in a wheel chair cuz i was still wobbling from the drugs....get in the car and just put my leg up on the seat put my head in my hand and just floated away... kinda like a high cuz last i remember my mom just got out of the car to go into cvs to get my scripts and all of that...i didn't even remember her going into big y to get my icee pops... we get home and i zombie up the stairs and plop right in bed...i was out most of the day till derek got me up to eat something and all off that...like i said most of it is a haze cuz it was like a really good high the entire time....
so everytime i got in pain i popped a vikidin and fell asleep..they gave me the very strong ones and it just made me sleep. you know when like you smoke listen to some good music and crash...(long time ago and friends did it) lol no i'm not a druggie the drugs they gave me for pain which is pretty bad was all i took. and those who know me...yea you know i don't take drugs of any kind unless i really have to.... yea so i'm stuck in the house doing nothing but sleeping and watching tv or movies.....i took a chance and treid to see how my body would feel about going online. and it was ok just the constant holding the head down to look at the keyboard sucked really bad....eh but i'm having fun with the drugs the gave me. later i tried to take a bath but i had to have d help me cuz i couldn't put my head under the water...
but now i'm pretty much fine i've gone to get the splints out which really hurt and the doctor gave me a worried look when i said i hadn't taken my vikidin yet, when i went. but you know he was right as soon as i got home i poped one cuz it hurt soooo bad....got all the stuff taken out the next time and the final time is to get it looked at but that's not till the 21st.
that's about it on that side sice most ws a blurry haze...
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what else to type about....
oh i got my job at foxwoods being a pit clerk on grave shift (2am to 10am) but hey i can do it cuz it's me on a computer the whole night... and you' all know me and when i get on a computer i'm never tired....it's like crack to me....my good i'm soo bad with computer it's funny like today i've been on this thing since 12pm it's now 8:42pm. but back to work... i get to wear a blood red shirt and a tan vest with red and gold design on it...it's pretty cool cuz i don't have to wear a bright green shirt like derek does lol!!!
yes i'm still working at shalett's in mystic and will be even during then....
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done with work section now what....
a cow goes running across the yard with a lil cat chasing after it....
" nightmare get back here you crazy son of a bitch!...god you do act just like your father..."
comes back and looks at me like he did nothign and hops up on cat tree thing behind me and falls asleep....
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that's what i sould talk about mr. Nightmare...
well i got him a new toy its the little thing that comes up to my knee and it has to places for him to sit on and it has these six limbs off of it with six balls hanging down it. he really likes it plus he likes to chew on the string on it...also my mom gave us a cat tree that goes from floor to ceiling... he doesn't really like it that much but he's getting used to it...
let's see he's actually starting to grow into his head and starting to loo like a normal cat... except he's been being lazy about his left ear and letting it got flat and all of that...and now he has pink eye in the left eye that's been ginving us problems since day one. and he's been not really eating normally again...
funny fact about nightmare if you leave the bathroom door open while taking a bath or doing your business (or even if the door is shut he'll sit outside and wait for you) he'll come and visit you...he'll want to sit on your lap and all of that... and in the bath he'll try to drink the water or he'll sit up on the ledge and watch you or will play with your hands (me and his little game we started the other day i'll have my hand out tof the water and out of no where he'll paw it or slap it with his no claws though to hurt you just to play and he'll lay flat on the floor and jump up to surprise you...) and in the shwer he'll sit outside of the glass doors and watch and even stand on his hind legs to look in to see what you are doing.... i find it cute lol....
that's it on the mini derek
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ok me and derek are pretty good could be better but eh that's always the case... he help out a good amount with the surgery after math and all... so it made up for the "head through the wall" thing...
we are going to have a major test of our relationship once we start working at foxwoods. cuz unless he gets grave we are rarely going to see each other...
let me explain..... i'll be working grave 2am to 10am at fooxwoods. i'll get home after that and have to catch some zzz till i have to go to work at 1:30pm to 6pm at shalett's. i get home from shalett's and have to have some dinner and go to sleep till 1am then go to work...
no here's the hard part where we may get tested....derek will only be working at foxwoods. now he'll will either be getting grave or swing,. if he get's swing is the bad part cuz he could be going into work at 6pm till 2am so he'll be at work when i'm home sleeping. he'll have to make the dinner and all of that so i can eat when i get home and go to bed...when he get's home from work he'll be in bed... so about the only time i will see him is when i get home from work at 10am for like 2 and half hours and that's it.
so that's the hard part there cuz i'll only get to see him for 2 1/2 hours and that's if i'm not tired... we aren't going to be sleeping together like we do or any of that so it royal sucks cuz i won't see my babes or be able to cuddle with him and all that good stuff so it just royally sucks.....
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ok enough of that...
my lil brother finn is suppose to be coming over this weekend(17-18th) to spend over night so that's going to be fun and maybe if i want i can have teddy too( that's if derek doesn't mind having a baby around, speaking of that the other people who lived here forgot to cancel stuff for their baby so it's been coming here and derek is like is this some sick joke or what.... i find it funny )
last (11th-12th)weekend my lil bro alden and his friend josh and ryan and mat were suppose to come over for like a party thing but of course when me and derek plan suttin it never goes through everyone like to call last minute and cancle or not answer call and junk like that... so whatever i don't care... at least i got to not have to deal with a bunch of drunks all night....
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oh by the way my aunt let us off this month (feb rent) on rent and all of that but i have no clue how i'm going to do this months stuff. SBC hit me with a $217 bill, Verizon got me with a $140 dollar bill and i have a $400 part of the rent i have to pay.... so you add that up to be that would be $747 i have to pay in bill and the first week of this month i was out from surgery and since work cut me down from 38 hours making at most $1200 a month to about 17 hours for any where from $700-$1000 a month... so noooo clue how i'm going to pull that off.... plus the bank says i'm overdrawn and all of that crud so i'm like "YAY! you all suck donkey dick and poopy stains...."
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so yea there it is the update ya'll been waiting for have fun more funn then i do with no life but this stupid computer.... GGRRRRR
byez
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lets see what to update on....
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oh my surgery...
so yea i got the surgery thing on my sinuses and all of that done....it was funny i got there at like 7:30/8am and sat there waiting to go in...a lasy comes out and gets me and asks me all these question and then tell me to get undress and all of that...the stupid iv hurt for a bit but not for long it was cold though...it felt soooooo wierd. i could feel the iv fluid running through my arm up to my shoulder where it finally got warm...it was awesome....then i get wheeled into the operating room the anesthesiologist was the one doing it and was making jokes the entire way there....when we get in there he get me another blanket cuz he said i was shivering...so he goes "you're in luck one hot from the oven" i was look oven??? but eh what ever. then he goes "now i'm going to give you a cocktail of drugs that will put you to sleep" then i don't remeber anything....i geuss the warmth of the blanket and the drugs knocked me out fast...they even told me that...so i get int the wake up part and the nurse lady is calling my name and tells me to eat this and give me crushed ice i love ice)... i was like so dazed i bearly remember eating it and it hurting.... so after that i got put up in a sitting pistion. the older nurse lady told me i had to drink something and she got me ginger ale(i love gingerale). so i sat there for a while with a spliting headache and all till the told me to take these pills so i did... i was my antiboitic and vikidin...(i had to take some before i went in which were to help with neusa and all of that) so my headache disappered and that good stuff...so they asked if i wanted to try and stand up and go to the bathroom...BIG MISTAKE... i got up bu ti got all light headed and junk so the nurses helped me there and then after i was done and all of that i stood up to fast....again BIG MISTAKE.. the nurse was getting ready to bring me back and i was just like "no wait" and turned around and projectile vomited alot of blood into the toilet and some on the floor... i was soooo sick after that...but they told me that was good because i was getting all the blood that went down my throat during the surgery out... my mom told me i won't remeber that part but when it's the first time projectile vomiting you don't forget....so after that i got dressed and they put me in a wheel chair cuz i was still wobbling from the drugs....get in the car and just put my leg up on the seat put my head in my hand and just floated away... kinda like a high cuz last i remember my mom just got out of the car to go into cvs to get my scripts and all of that...i didn't even remember her going into big y to get my icee pops... we get home and i zombie up the stairs and plop right in bed...i was out most of the day till derek got me up to eat something and all off that...like i said most of it is a haze cuz it was like a really good high the entire time....
so everytime i got in pain i popped a vikidin and fell asleep..they gave me the very strong ones and it just made me sleep. you know when like you smoke listen to some good music and crash...(long time ago and friends did it) lol no i'm not a druggie the drugs they gave me for pain which is pretty bad was all i took. and those who know me...yea you know i don't take drugs of any kind unless i really have to.... yea so i'm stuck in the house doing nothing but sleeping and watching tv or movies.....i took a chance and treid to see how my body would feel about going online. and it was ok just the constant holding the head down to look at the keyboard sucked really bad....eh but i'm having fun with the drugs the gave me. later i tried to take a bath but i had to have d help me cuz i couldn't put my head under the water...
but now i'm pretty much fine i've gone to get the splints out which really hurt and the doctor gave me a worried look when i said i hadn't taken my vikidin yet, when i went. but you know he was right as soon as i got home i poped one cuz it hurt soooo bad....got all the stuff taken out the next time and the final time is to get it looked at but that's not till the 21st.
that's about it on that side sice most ws a blurry haze...
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what else to type about....
oh i got my job at foxwoods being a pit clerk on grave shift (2am to 10am) but hey i can do it cuz it's me on a computer the whole night... and you' all know me and when i get on a computer i'm never tired....it's like crack to me....my good i'm soo bad with computer it's funny like today i've been on this thing since 12pm it's now 8:42pm. but back to work... i get to wear a blood red shirt and a tan vest with red and gold design on it...it's pretty cool cuz i don't have to wear a bright green shirt like derek does lol!!!
yes i'm still working at shalett's in mystic and will be even during then....
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done with work section now what....
a cow goes running across the yard with a lil cat chasing after it....
" nightmare get back here you crazy son of a bitch!...god you do act just like your father..."
comes back and looks at me like he did nothign and hops up on cat tree thing behind me and falls asleep....
**********
that's what i sould talk about mr. Nightmare...
well i got him a new toy its the little thing that comes up to my knee and it has to places for him to sit on and it has these six limbs off of it with six balls hanging down it. he really likes it plus he likes to chew on the string on it...also my mom gave us a cat tree that goes from floor to ceiling... he doesn't really like it that much but he's getting used to it...
let's see he's actually starting to grow into his head and starting to loo like a normal cat... except he's been being lazy about his left ear and letting it got flat and all of that...and now he has pink eye in the left eye that's been ginving us problems since day one. and he's been not really eating normally again...
funny fact about nightmare if you leave the bathroom door open while taking a bath or doing your business (or even if the door is shut he'll sit outside and wait for you) he'll come and visit you...he'll want to sit on your lap and all of that... and in the bath he'll try to drink the water or he'll sit up on the ledge and watch you or will play with your hands (me and his little game we started the other day i'll have my hand out tof the water and out of no where he'll paw it or slap it with his no claws though to hurt you just to play and he'll lay flat on the floor and jump up to surprise you...) and in the shwer he'll sit outside of the glass doors and watch and even stand on his hind legs to look in to see what you are doing.... i find it cute lol....
that's it on the mini derek
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ok me and derek are pretty good could be better but eh that's always the case... he help out a good amount with the surgery after math and all... so it made up for the "head through the wall" thing...
we are going to have a major test of our relationship once we start working at foxwoods. cuz unless he gets grave we are rarely going to see each other...
let me explain..... i'll be working grave 2am to 10am at fooxwoods. i'll get home after that and have to catch some zzz till i have to go to work at 1:30pm to 6pm at shalett's. i get home from shalett's and have to have some dinner and go to sleep till 1am then go to work...
no here's the hard part where we may get tested....derek will only be working at foxwoods. now he'll will either be getting grave or swing,. if he get's swing is the bad part cuz he could be going into work at 6pm till 2am so he'll be at work when i'm home sleeping. he'll have to make the dinner and all of that so i can eat when i get home and go to bed...when he get's home from work he'll be in bed... so about the only time i will see him is when i get home from work at 10am for like 2 and half hours and that's it.
so that's the hard part there cuz i'll only get to see him for 2 1/2 hours and that's if i'm not tired... we aren't going to be sleeping together like we do or any of that so it royal sucks cuz i won't see my babes or be able to cuddle with him and all that good stuff so it just royally sucks.....
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ok enough of that...
my lil brother finn is suppose to be coming over this weekend(17-18th) to spend over night so that's going to be fun and maybe if i want i can have teddy too( that's if derek doesn't mind having a baby around, speaking of that the other people who lived here forgot to cancel stuff for their baby so it's been coming here and derek is like is this some sick joke or what.... i find it funny )
last (11th-12th)weekend my lil bro alden and his friend josh and ryan and mat were suppose to come over for like a party thing but of course when me and derek plan suttin it never goes through everyone like to call last minute and cancle or not answer call and junk like that... so whatever i don't care... at least i got to not have to deal with a bunch of drunks all night....
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oh by the way my aunt let us off this month (feb rent) on rent and all of that but i have no clue how i'm going to do this months stuff. SBC hit me with a $217 bill, Verizon got me with a $140 dollar bill and i have a $400 part of the rent i have to pay.... so you add that up to be that would be $747 i have to pay in bill and the first week of this month i was out from surgery and since work cut me down from 38 hours making at most $1200 a month to about 17 hours for any where from $700-$1000 a month... so noooo clue how i'm going to pull that off.... plus the bank says i'm overdrawn and all of that crud so i'm like "YAY! you all suck donkey dick and poopy stains...."
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so yea there it is the update ya'll been waiting for have fun more funn then i do with no life but this stupid computer.... GGRRRRR
byez