12-15-09
Tomorrow is my last day of classes for the semester. I'm in a haze and have fallen back into a cycle that I left Sc to break. I know what people who quit drinking talk about when they talk about the haze lifting, because I can feel it on me, I'm aware of it. I don't need to have it be lifted in order to be aware of it, but that's mostly because this past week or two having gotten drunk every night for over a week straight, is not what I have been doing lately, and I don't like it. Bad company and a proclivity for drinking = not my success story.
I'm leaving for Oregon in less than a week. I hope that I will not have this wintertime gloom. I was hoping to avoid it by pounding vitamin D all winter, but it seems to have hit... Of course, it doesn't help that the hormones are tipping.
I'm probably just upset because I lost my USB drive that had my final project on it. GO ME!! I fucking rule. Maybe if I hadn't smoked so damn much pot in high school.
I'm gonna go smoke another cigarette.
I'm leaving for Oregon in less than a week. I hope that I will not have this wintertime gloom. I was hoping to avoid it by pounding vitamin D all winter, but it seems to have hit... Of course, it doesn't help that the hormones are tipping.
I'm probably just upset because I lost my USB drive that had my final project on it. GO ME!! I fucking rule. Maybe if I hadn't smoked so damn much pot in high school.
I'm gonna go smoke another cigarette.