New decision every day. A bad decision just as often
Things have been pretty amazing lately. The first semester is winding down and I am almost completely finished with all work that I need to accomplish, which means that party time gets to start now. Woo hoo!! I've been hanging out with a ridiculously amazing and sexy boy, although it's pretty much just about the ridiculously amazing sexiness...
I was recently accused of being a "serial monogomist" and though I was initially highly offended, it has made me wonder.... Don't get me wrong, I love being single, I am very happy and content when single, I simply find men wandering into my life and falling for me and wanting to be my boyfriend quite often, and why deny it? I've also had my share of one night stands and sexual indiscretions, and I am CERTAINLY no serial monogomist compared to friends of mine who cannot be single for two weeks before they have someone new MOVING IN WITH THEM!! Still... It does make me wonder at what a pathetic sap I am for just being with someone rather than just fucking someone... Although I don't think that not wanting to just be fucked necessarily makes me serial... (I'm totally serial, you guys). Hmmm... I dunno, it doesn't really bother me, I was just taken aback that anyone actually thought that about me, although I guess I only post about guys I date to the world, and not about... the other interactions that I have.
Work is great and I love the people that I have met there, but I will be moving on soon. I have thrown out a bazillion applications to local libraries (because there are a bazillion around here) and hopefully I will hear back from at least one of them. I am so sick of food service I can hardly take another day of smiling at assholes who treat me like shit... Including one of my managers.
Not much else. I have amazing friends here, and for the first time in my life, the boy I'm dating is counted among the closest of them. This time I did not have a strong and developed circle of friends that a boy could never penetrate and become a part of. I have many friends here and I am extremely close to a lot of them, but there is no single circle, no impenetrable fortress. Plus the boy has been around almost as long as several of the friends.
The girls, however, are the lifeblood. I have such amazing girlfriends and I truly adore them. I never thought of myself as a girlfriends kind of girl. When Heidi introduced me to hers I was initially unimpressed and thought only that I had always had guy friends for a reason, and this was it... I just later found that some of her girlfriends were simply not my type, and never would be... However, I'll admit, I did get a few keepers out of it... There's just something about girls reading People Magazine that puts me off... right off.
Anyhow, not my girls. They're all so intelligent, so strong, so independent. I can hang around them and not be constantly reminded of what a non-girl kind of girl I am. Although, every time Amaya busts out a new hideous purse, I am still reminded. ;-)
OK, that's all for now. I'm acing this semester as I had expected. Nothing is truly as superlative as I had at first imagined, I am still blowing away my professors and classmates, people are still coming to me for help on assignments, people still make comments about not wanting to follow me when we have presentations... *sigh* Oh to be so amazing.
I was recently accused of being a "serial monogomist" and though I was initially highly offended, it has made me wonder.... Don't get me wrong, I love being single, I am very happy and content when single, I simply find men wandering into my life and falling for me and wanting to be my boyfriend quite often, and why deny it? I've also had my share of one night stands and sexual indiscretions, and I am CERTAINLY no serial monogomist compared to friends of mine who cannot be single for two weeks before they have someone new MOVING IN WITH THEM!! Still... It does make me wonder at what a pathetic sap I am for just being with someone rather than just fucking someone... Although I don't think that not wanting to just be fucked necessarily makes me serial... (I'm totally serial, you guys). Hmmm... I dunno, it doesn't really bother me, I was just taken aback that anyone actually thought that about me, although I guess I only post about guys I date to the world, and not about... the other interactions that I have.
Work is great and I love the people that I have met there, but I will be moving on soon. I have thrown out a bazillion applications to local libraries (because there are a bazillion around here) and hopefully I will hear back from at least one of them. I am so sick of food service I can hardly take another day of smiling at assholes who treat me like shit... Including one of my managers.
Not much else. I have amazing friends here, and for the first time in my life, the boy I'm dating is counted among the closest of them. This time I did not have a strong and developed circle of friends that a boy could never penetrate and become a part of. I have many friends here and I am extremely close to a lot of them, but there is no single circle, no impenetrable fortress. Plus the boy has been around almost as long as several of the friends.
The girls, however, are the lifeblood. I have such amazing girlfriends and I truly adore them. I never thought of myself as a girlfriends kind of girl. When Heidi introduced me to hers I was initially unimpressed and thought only that I had always had guy friends for a reason, and this was it... I just later found that some of her girlfriends were simply not my type, and never would be... However, I'll admit, I did get a few keepers out of it... There's just something about girls reading People Magazine that puts me off... right off.
Anyhow, not my girls. They're all so intelligent, so strong, so independent. I can hang around them and not be constantly reminded of what a non-girl kind of girl I am. Although, every time Amaya busts out a new hideous purse, I am still reminded. ;-)
OK, that's all for now. I'm acing this semester as I had expected. Nothing is truly as superlative as I had at first imagined, I am still blowing away my professors and classmates, people are still coming to me for help on assignments, people still make comments about not wanting to follow me when we have presentations... *sigh* Oh to be so amazing.