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So my sister is finally getting married. The poor thing kept replanning and again and again...the date is final now March 21st.
Work is participating in another Seminole shutdown. So, around the 13th of February I will be working 12 hr shifts from noon-midnight. Thank god! I need the money so bad.
He has said it's his intentions to marry me and he doesn't marry to only get divorced later.
Am I ready to move? Am I ready to start a new life?
60 ibuprofen pills do nothing to me except make me sleep..and not answer the phone which then sends the cops to my house. All is fine. Been resolved. I'm a fruit.
Supposedly meeting up with different people to switch meds. They haven't called yet, just have an appt set up with a different therapist. Just get on with it already.
When I was sleepign the other day my cat was all stretched out right up next to my body. She loves me when i'm sick or in a depressed mood.
She loves Michael too.
Made homemade chicken noodle soup last night. Was really good.
Started a fire in my fire pit. Was nice.
Going to stay in St. Augustine this weekend. A friend of his is going to be out of town so we're house sitting. Will be nice to get away from Palatka. His truck was egge'd the other night by the ex we assume. My car was fine.
Really hoping I receive my W-2 soon so I can file and hopefully get a return. I owe my dad money and i'm still a $100 bucks short for the rent check I sent off today. Had 2 checks not go through the week before because of low funds. Haven't had that happen in years.
Didn't know that would happen. I thought the money was in there...somewhre calculations went awry.
I can't breathe sometimes. And how is it that when ever I got through a let's swallow a bunch of ibuprofen phase I can't find my xanax the next day. It's not even that I might have taken them....this is twice now. Bottle is completely gone. No sign, no pills, no bottle.
Find this quite weird.
I feel out of body quite often. I stop to pause and it's an unrecognizable almost feeling. I can't seem to put how it feels into words. Just..odd.
Been having odd dreams. But that's not to abnormal.
Work is participating in another Seminole shutdown. So, around the 13th of February I will be working 12 hr shifts from noon-midnight. Thank god! I need the money so bad.
He has said it's his intentions to marry me and he doesn't marry to only get divorced later.
Am I ready to move? Am I ready to start a new life?
60 ibuprofen pills do nothing to me except make me sleep..and not answer the phone which then sends the cops to my house. All is fine. Been resolved. I'm a fruit.
Supposedly meeting up with different people to switch meds. They haven't called yet, just have an appt set up with a different therapist. Just get on with it already.
When I was sleepign the other day my cat was all stretched out right up next to my body. She loves me when i'm sick or in a depressed mood.
She loves Michael too.
Made homemade chicken noodle soup last night. Was really good.
Started a fire in my fire pit. Was nice.
Going to stay in St. Augustine this weekend. A friend of his is going to be out of town so we're house sitting. Will be nice to get away from Palatka. His truck was egge'd the other night by the ex we assume. My car was fine.
Really hoping I receive my W-2 soon so I can file and hopefully get a return. I owe my dad money and i'm still a $100 bucks short for the rent check I sent off today. Had 2 checks not go through the week before because of low funds. Haven't had that happen in years.
Didn't know that would happen. I thought the money was in there...somewhre calculations went awry.
I can't breathe sometimes. And how is it that when ever I got through a let's swallow a bunch of ibuprofen phase I can't find my xanax the next day. It's not even that I might have taken them....this is twice now. Bottle is completely gone. No sign, no pills, no bottle.
Find this quite weird.
I feel out of body quite often. I stop to pause and it's an unrecognizable almost feeling. I can't seem to put how it feels into words. Just..odd.
Been having odd dreams. But that's not to abnormal.