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i'm tired of answering the damn phone. i'm tired of being around stupid ass smelly people.
it's weird to look at someone and talk to them sometimes once you've been sexual with them. I find them more irritating than they once were. I think occasionally back to those times and wonder if the things said and the emotions felt were real at all?
I am freaking irritable today, well, I always am.
It's so nice outside. I so don't want to be inside at this boring ass fucking job. I wish I still had the in-shape body I had in high school. I wish I had discipline to get myself in shape and toned.
Wknd: Left for Vero Beach Friday evening. Stayed at Bob's (Michael's brother). Saturday: breakfast, beach clean-up consisting of clearing trails and picking up debris. Showerer, met up with a friend of his for dinner. Waited for his friend for a while, then out for a couple of drinks and drive back to Bob's. Sunday: played golf.
Returned home to find my fridge was fucked and everything had thawed in my freezer.
long story short, something needed to be restarted...lost all my food, but fridge is fine (landlords fridge)..i'm just pissed about all the fucking food.
just in a foul mood because finances suck right now. i am not going to have enough money for rent and i don't want to be late...especially since my landlord said I was an excellent tenant, always on time, etc.
so...i'm wondering somehow how to get the mula i'm down. ..only thing i'm thinking of is maybe asking my dad if he has it and i could borrow it till the following payweek. i hate doing that. i don't ever do that.
it's weird to look at someone and talk to them sometimes once you've been sexual with them. I find them more irritating than they once were. I think occasionally back to those times and wonder if the things said and the emotions felt were real at all?
I am freaking irritable today, well, I always am.
It's so nice outside. I so don't want to be inside at this boring ass fucking job. I wish I still had the in-shape body I had in high school. I wish I had discipline to get myself in shape and toned.
Wknd: Left for Vero Beach Friday evening. Stayed at Bob's (Michael's brother). Saturday: breakfast, beach clean-up consisting of clearing trails and picking up debris. Showerer, met up with a friend of his for dinner. Waited for his friend for a while, then out for a couple of drinks and drive back to Bob's. Sunday: played golf.
Returned home to find my fridge was fucked and everything had thawed in my freezer.
long story short, something needed to be restarted...lost all my food, but fridge is fine (landlords fridge)..i'm just pissed about all the fucking food.
just in a foul mood because finances suck right now. i am not going to have enough money for rent and i don't want to be late...especially since my landlord said I was an excellent tenant, always on time, etc.
so...i'm wondering somehow how to get the mula i'm down. ..only thing i'm thinking of is maybe asking my dad if he has it and i could borrow it till the following payweek. i hate doing that. i don't ever do that.